I really am convinced no one understands me.

I'm back from Japan! :)

Have not blogged in a while, so I should.

Today I sacrificed movies I have been longing to watch secretly like :My Fair Lady. Okay, that was only one movie, but I also wanted to watch The Secret Garden.

The Secret Garden (I'm talking about the 1993 film adaptation of the novel by Frances Hodgson Burnett.) was my favourite movie when I was 9-ish. (Then Back to the Secret Garden came out-- the sequel & I also liked it cause the girl was pretty.)

I bought the kiddy adaptation of the book from borders, but failed terribly at completing the book!

And my point is, I gave it all up for my lit text: Housekeeping. (How could I have resisted Airplane movies right?!)

by Marilynne Robinson

She has several quotes that I liked very much. (Cause its partly related to my Art coursework Theme)

"Memory is the sense of loss, and loss pulls us after it"

"Memories are by nature fragmented, isolated & arbitrary as glimpses one has at night through lighted windows."

Then like, on a more personal note:

"...Because, once alone, it is impossible to believe that one could ever have been otherwise. Loneliness is an absolute discovery..."

I don't think I know the book very well, but I'm just struck how she can come up with such nice-sounding sentences that have so much truth in them.

Like Anatole Broyard from The New York Times commented(this is totally ripped off from the back cover),

"Here's a first novel that sounds as if the author has been treasuring it up all her life......"

The whole book is filled with sadness. but its not really the heavy kind of sadness like the kind you'd get from reading the bell jar.

Okay. I rambled a lot about a book that I'll probably fail for.

1. I didn't study anything like I said I would.

2. I didn't make anything like I said I would.

I BOUGHT MANY THINGS FROM JAPAN. *guilty*

GOODBYE GERALDINE, SEE YOU AFTER CHRISTMAS!

I won't say it out loud.

I'm on episode ninety-something.
Sometimes watching stuff just makes you forget everything,
It helps.
I'm beginning to wonder when this will stop.

I wrote down the things I had to do yesterday
& IT'S A LONG LIST.
I haven't even done any.
I'm already panicking.
but I still don't think I'll do much.
OMG. DEJA VU. Goodness!
I was about to say: IT IS SO EASY TO PROCASTINATE, WHY!
Didn't I say that yesterday?
Yes I did.

&Didn't I say that before?
Then why can't I?

Today's date makes me think of Bestest-best.
I wanted to believe it.
This year just made me lose the little hope left in me.
I did so many things alone & was okay with it.

I still take a long time to put on my contacts.

Naruto is becoming part of my life. OMG.
Okay, not the Character, but the show.
I'm on ep. 79 ^^

I feel like studying school stuff.
But then, I have to study my Jap.
& I bet tomorrow, when Jap is over, I won't do school work.
IT'S SO EASY TO PROCASTINATE, WHY!!

Ps: My art blog is also on hold just cause I'm waiting for my labels to arrive. TSK.

Everything is unproductive but Naruto.

Okay, I got a blister hole in my feet.
Heh, not as big as honeybunny's one, luckily.

Squeeze my heart ):<

I recently feel like I want to find The soundtrack of my life.
If I were to replay like snippets of my life in my head,
then I want a song (or songs) that would "say it all"

I've been eating alot these few days...
But I'm not chubby yet.

I'm a sweet potato today. (PS: only wansing would know what this means, i think!)

I sing to CHEERUP but today, i picked up my guitar and one of the strings broke.
Saddd.

Went t study with Honeybunny(Charmaine), LBC Left Science chicken Cyborg toot (Geraldine) & Jiheon today.

I call it quite successful cause at least i know several sentence structures now. (I studied my japanese)

I don't know, but today, I think I'm going forward.
Everything else is going into my coursework.

THANKYOUGOODBYE.

Don't Miss, then don't miss.

Omg, My Japanese exam is on the following monday
& Today I failed the listening practice like by a whole lot.
Makes me nervous! I'm going to study, cause I really don't wish to fail.

Ohh, I tried my contacts yesterday!
It took me two hours. Precious shopping time- gone!
I wanted to give up halfway! Then I told the lady, "Can I stop trying please???"
And she said, "no, don't give up!"
And so I want to thank her on my blog.
I still think contact lenses are just a little bit freaky!
Can you imagine the first person who tried using contacts?
Anyway, I feel its quite silly I got my contacts now, and not like, three weeks ago.
There's no more school, so it's kinda LAME. (no its not)

Yey, Geraldine & I are gonna have a movie marathon soon!
ON THE TOPIC OF WHAT A GREAT FRIEND SHE IS.
Compilation of names Geraldine & I have
1.) LBC, RBC (secret doubles code)
2.) Science student, Arts student
3.) Toot, Boob
4.) Cyborg, Monkey
5.) Kitchen & Chicken.

The current one is Toot and Boob.
I'm Boob & she's Toot.
(Cause I'm sexier, just kidding)

The fourth kind is coming out soon. omgomgomg, so excited!
I want to book tickets for it's premiere in Sg. I want to be the first batch of people who screams (or not) in the theatre for this show!

Update!

My computer's hard disk got problem ):<
Now I'm waiting for it to be sent in after my dad comes back from his business trip.
School's finally over.
I'm trying to force myself to start studying.
I always end up thinking about coursework, going online to search a little, and then suddenly, I'm doing something else with the internet. Heehee.
Or I pack my room halfway and leave.
Japan in less than a month!
I really want to start on my coursework now, so that I won't have so much to worry about next year.
Oh, I just remembered! I had a blog post on my sis's/ my birthday but I forgot to post it:
Hello, Yesterday was really happy :)

First I went to school thinking: What in the world am I doing in school!

After lit lec, I was gg to the canteen w Aish & Danielle & Megan, when Firqin called & asked me to meet them outside the reading room!

Ohhh, Julien& Firqin made me a really cute card and had a box of cupcakes that Julien baked. I was so happy!
And then when I went down to the canteen, there was another cake that appeared from under the table! Having realllyyy bad eyesight, I didn't see anything. goodness!
& Later, Aish totally did a bad cake-face. (I call it cake-face)
But that's good, cause it was me she cake-faced!
After that I went down to the Botanic Gardens (I just found out from Edna recently it is Botanic & not Botanical!) & took many pictures :)
On the way to the Mrt station, there was a dead bird on the pavement.
It looked so peaceful & it was just lying there, it wasn't the horrific kind of dead bird.
So I took several shots of it.
{OMG. I just realize I have to re-scan some of my photos if my files can't be restored. (sad!)}
After that, I went to watch Fantastic Mr. Fox with Geraldine & Weisong.
It was such a good movie, it was so good it made me want to do animation for my coursework for like, at least half an hour. Then I was like, no way, I'm not doing animation.
Went home, changed, & gave my sister her present before we left for dinner :)
We cut our cakes (this year my mom bought two cakes, so strange, but i think it's cause she loves us) & went to bed.
I felt a little sad that my birthday was over, I mean, this year went by so quickly.
Last year I was working at SB. This is one year. It has been one year.
Then today, I came late for training like by 5 minutes, and everyone was there, and there was another Cake! So nice <3 Geraldine bought a Hazelnut Crunch cake :))

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SO SPECIAL EVERYBODY!

YEY REINDEER!

Today,I had school until 10am.

Went home, and stayed there until about 1 plus.

Then I went down to Qw shopping ctr, to settle some of my (^^) Shop stuff.

I missed the correct bus stop by 3. (I've nvr done tht in my life!)

Took a bus back.

Then I took another bus down to vivo city to develop my film.

There, I waited two long hours alone.

It's quite ridiculous, cause when I develop it at liang court, it takes half an hr ): & The uncle's really nice too! (He can rmb me,hehehe cause last time I ever let him try samples, & My photos used to suck so bad--He had to return my entire film w/o printing a single shot once.)

The two hours was like freaking long.

I thought about Art, what I'd like to do for the A lvl piece.

Then I went to Lim's Arts & Living (I think that's what it's called)

I HEREBY ANNOUNCE THAT IT IS MY FAVOURITE PLACE TO BUY THINGS

Cause everything is so sparkly and nice!

They have glittery flowers. OMG. I'm so in love with the place!

(Plus there's an ongoing sale--20% off all items unless stated otherwise)

So. After much consideration,

I bought a Reindeer ornament! (The one on the left)

This is probably a really bad picture, but you can see how pretty it is!

I would've bought the whole shop especially the glittery flowers.

But I was like battling it out in my head, and it was a no to the glittery flowers ]:

(On a side note, I'm going back tomorrow to buy a lacquer painting. This sounds ridiculous now, but it resembles Gustave Klimt's The kiss. I'm sure it'll look good somewhere on my room wall.)

Then, since I'm on the topic, I took a picture of the other two thingys (zebra&Giraffe to be exact) I bought from the Africa Cart they set up in Vivo on my brother's birthday! They are so cute!

You can tell I'm all excited over this. yes. CAUSE I AM.

AHHH.

Actually, I created Miffy Smiley last year,

on the 29th of December

"oh yeah, I created a miffy smiley x:B the x is the mouth, the : are the eyes, and the B are the ears. So cute right? Please dont steal my idea of a miffy smiley. thankyou."

Ho,Ho,Ho!

Hi.

I finished another roll of film.

Most of 'em are People shots.

I want to develop them asap.

Tomorrow, probably!

Christmas is almost here & I can feel it! :)

I'm incredibly excited about Osaka.

I keep talking about it.

Right now I've completely(almost) forgotten about my un-read books.

I found out ytd that we have tests on the first week of school.

How appealing!

This reminds me, I've not done my Art assignment/Math assignment.

): or :)?

I think :)

Cause Christmas is coming.

I loveeeeeee Christmas.

I think Christmas triumphs all occasions, including Chinese New Year & My Birthday.

I just really love it.

Today I went shopping with my sister :)

It was a quick shopping thing!

(I've not shopped in ages)

This year we're going to Osaka.

I'm quite excited.

We might get to see snow.

It's so strange how this year went by just like that.

Today, last year, Olivia & I got jobs.

(I'm particular about dates sometimes)

& Then how we've not seen Kayla in AGES.

(358 days to be exact)

I feel that life is such a cycle.

But I don't quite want the world to end in 2012.

I don't think it would.

I don't know, I think its unfair sometimes,

even if you had everything that anyone could wish for,

What I wanted to say is that money isn't my top priority in life.

In my life, I just want to do the things I like,

have the things I love...

I don't ask for some extravagant lifestyle that only some can provide,

Even though everyone says that that's an important part of life that i'll only understand when I'm working,

but I'll go with whatever happens.

WATCH THE VIDEO!

This is what you get with a good ol' Camera, A great mix of indie music and when a bunch of kickass/Rad peeps who think artistically are put into one PW group :)

& This took us approx. 3 days to complete (Couldve been faster if it wasn't raining so much!)

PLEASE ENJOY IT. & LIKE IT ON FB :)

While waiting for the vid to load, I shall blog.

All this time, I was hiding in a dusty corner and doing pw.

Kidding.

We were actually going over to each other's houses. (Either Aish's house or mine)

Did crazy stuff, aside from pw.

For instance....

Omg! Don't I just resemble Fat bastard from Austin Powers?

Aish and I were Laughing like CRAZY.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA. I know its like i'm laughing most of the times at small little things? But we went nuts.

Then later Cherie & I went nuts for the second time looking at:

Proboscis monkey. (heh heh heh!)~But nothing can win the Fat Bastard photo. Its hilarious. Goodness, I never knew I could look so hideous!

So cute! :) This is what Cherie, Aish & I have been up to, after doing our part of pw.

Aish's wall paper makes a good background :)

Okay, so the video's still loading! (Btw please checkout my PW CRAZY OMG PHOTOS album on fb. Its da-Bomb--If i had to use that word)

Ohyah, During the chalet, Edna was talking about her SACRED songs.

I Thought it was funny & I made a point to rmb bout it, so I could blog that she called her song SACRED & Refused to play it for the world to hear.

Urgh, It's been an hour and a half, and the vid. Is still not done uploading.

Hi. They just told me there's an error in uploading the video ):

SO FINE.

No video for everyone!

(EDIT)

Okay, Here's the video I've been rambling about! (I used youtube)

I feel light-hearted;

Happy. ^^

Recent funnystuff:

zombie & "L" for Lonely.

(Rachel(Chng) & Philip says I'm "L" for lonely cause they say I got no love. HAHA.)

Pw is stressful, but I only realized it on Thursday.

On Friday,

Aish, Philip, Cherie & I went to the Tau huay shop

It was crazy.

I have a four min. video of Aish, Cherie & I laughing.

Philip was like late on the laughing cause we were making him clean the table.

The Art Room is such a Great place to go to.

I want to decorate my table.

Okay.

Now I'm going to pack my room!

Byebye!

Me excited, you excited, we excited!

It's finally happening!

I'm left with a few stuff here and there,

so, I hope I'll settle those real soon.

Then I'll post a really huge link here, and on fb. ^^

We went out to borders aft dinner today

It was so great, I bought three books. (my dada paid)

It's probably my inner splurgy self that told me to buy three books, cause I haven't read finish some books... (like the oh-so-famous Edgar Sawtelle, heehee,untouched since Aug)

I realize that you have to start reading a book you just bought Asap, so that the interest in it is still there.

Otherwise, let it rot on your shelf until the day you have got nothing to do at home+ for some reason, you cant go out to buy or do something else.

Then I started drawing stuff in my sketchbook again.

Today I drew a puffin, and three other random birds of the same species.

My sister picked them out. ^^

And I have to sleep now, though its pretty early, cause my momma told me to.

We're gg to great grandma's tomorrow,

There'll be lots of kueh, and I'll probably gain another 2 kilograms.

I feel being pun-y and going: Gain 2 kilo grams, cause of killer grams' kueh. (But then and again, she's my great grandma, not my grams.)

heehee, funny bunny aside,

November 20th is my goal!!!

Ps: It's okay that i might gain 2kg, cause I lost 1kg, which means that if I gain 2kg, I actually gained only 1kg, and if i put it in accounting terms, my loss contra-ed my gain... which could be good, or bad? (I'm going round and round in circles) --this sentence reminds me of mickey mouse, so I don't want to edit it (Probably only Noor,Farik, Rudd or Shafiq will get this, cause they were there at the "mickey mouse" incident--yes, I'm naming it the "mickey mouse incident".)

pps: My ps was kind of really longggg.

Ohkay, goodnight, world.

The talk bout nightmares with my sis.

I get nightmares about escalators, aliens, vampires (Those that suck you until you die, not the lovey dovey twilight kind, i don't even read twilight) & frogs

And she is normal and get nightmares about ghosts...

Amazingg

I think if Geraldine sees this, it's probably the fourth time she has heard it, but.

Ytd, Philip, Aish & I slept at 5:30 am, woke up at 6am & Went to school.

I was feeling giddy cause I was hungry since 2am, but I refused to eat, since I thought we were probably going to sleep at 3am or something.

Today is the closest I got to starvation.

I had a bar of chocolate, bought green tea,

Then had P.E. floor ball.

Floor ball's a difficult sport.

I got to crawl past the canvas thingys to get to the new artificial grass patch! :)

(was quite excited about that!)

After that, I ate fishball noodles (Since i've been eating that for consecutive days, the auntie knows my order)

I went to sleep in the art room for one hour.

Later pw was just a little dead.

Econs lecture was a waste,

but art was so fun cause Jasper & I started on our mini dress for the mini mannequin. :)

And Annette's piano is so great!

Joseph Beuys isn;t worth the art lesson, I feel! :)

Later we went to the J2 Art Exhibition.

ahh, today's the happiest day in a long time...

It started on a happy note...

I'm now watching project runway.

I'm really happy.

I'm not sour or bitter!

ha-ha

Last year Julien Firqin & I watched some international talk show thing,
And they went through the different ways people from all over the world announce that they're gna pooop c:

Im going to send a fax (omg?!?!)

Teach choc cookies how to swim (Cracked me up bigtime.)

I'm going to look at horses (omg)

I'm going to take a spit.(lousy)

Sleep through it.

I'm being fickle again,

and I decided that I'll just stick to one camera.

Parents are going to China tomorrow.

I'm working on that Art blog thing still.

PW is also stalling.

Promoted, but I don't feel like I have.

Listening to Washington(some indie band)

thinking how come I've never heard of it before, since they're in my itunes.

Thinking of what I'll do for A levels' coursework.

since I can't keep the work until two or five years later.

Last night I had a strange & surreal dream.

I'm all point form-y today!

Nikon Rangefinders are so rare and expensive )':

I'm going to save enough cash to get one soon :)

I like my SLR.

So I think if I get this, I'd have two proper film cameras, which would make me feel satisfied.

I cannot wait to go to Osaka...

I won't complain anymore,

I think I would want to like whatever I'm doing with my life now.

Yey.

Olivia & I bought an apple clock each

It's the best kind of clock ever.

It can say the time and the temperature when you press the stem!

(And a whole buncha other stuff)

Disturbed.

I love my brother.

Today, I went to Charite's birthday dinner thing. (Beatrice came too!)

Laughed alot.

Most of the time, when there's an outing, we'd end up the only three being able to make it.

Once we went to Fish & Co. And we laughed a whole lot that Bea puked.

Art's fun + Crazy, esp when Philip has a freaky mask, & Jasper is being retarded. (in a gd way)

Yeh! (I had this title before)

I'm so so excited.

I think I might be able to finish my art piece by uhm, Tomorrow.

I spent much time yesterday trying to figure out how to make the thing look like a flower.

Slept at 5am.

Woke up at 12.

:)

Anyway,

9th oct:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALDINE!

Love you toot, cause you're always concerned and stuff.

:)

On this day,

Aish, Philip, Cherie and I met up to do pw.

Then later I met Olivia, and at first there was nothing to talk about.

But we did talk about stuff after awhile,

We bought Yami Yoghurt and walked from Ion to Plaza Singapura.

Then we went to spotlight to buy dye (for my artwork, show you pics soon)

And Olivia helped me to pick out the shade of the color I wanted.

Thennn, we went to Sasa and bought some spray thing that apparently makes your face un-itchified if your face got itchy. (?!?!)

We got cheated cause they put up a sign saying it was $2, but we ended up paying $3.90 for each.

Then when she left, I went to bras basah to get those assembling kinda wooden frames for stretching my work. (Its not fair, cause I fixed it up yesterday and it wouldn't balance, its all rocky)

Dyed my base fabric blue. I kinda like it, lucky I was greedy and dyed extra :)

Yesterday:

I woke up @ 12, ate, slept abit more, and then I went to some fabric place with my mom!

Spent a mil. years there.

Went home for Chinese tuition,

Then went out to photocopy some stuff (for my art, again)

Started on my art while watching The Nanny.

There was this part that I wanted to quote where

the nanny went,"denial...!" in her super nasal voice,

and then Mr Sheffield went, "No, I'm not in denial"

and she went "denying deniall...!"

Doesn;t sound that funny, guess you have to watch it...

I went to see her recent photographs and she looks fat now.

Kill-Joy.

Talkin' bout joy,
PW is fun sometimes!
When we all go into this crazy laughing fit.

Again, we did PW for the WHOLE day.
/:

I screamed really loudly+ Pinched Aish by accident today, when a butterfly flew by unexpectedly. (ooopsy, daisyy)

Art deadline got extended, its a miracle!

TALKING TO KAYLA NOW,
OMG, MISS HER LOADS!

Beaty Beat beat.
That's what my heart is doing.

I've got a deadline to meet, and I'm still here!

I CAN DO ART.

There are some things that I remember,
but I don't know if they're significant,
so I shut up, and don't talk bout them.

It's always too late when there's courage.

I'm positive.
IM SO EXCITED ABOUT MY NEW SET.
ahhh, happy.
Truly happy.
Happy moment is over.
I got tons of Art to do! (hopefully I can produce something meaningful.)
Chopchop, after FRINGE!

Heehee.

Okay, shortly after my annoyed post,
I became really happy, cause I remembered I have one whole pile of books waiting for me :)

Bored

I'm so, bored of staying at home.
There is nothing to do.
I feel annoyed. ):<

So Gloomy...

It really is.
& it can't be avoided.

Oh no,

This is the closest I ever felt,
to wondering where someone/some thing goes to after death.

Razo(red)

So I cut myself today.
Unintentionally.
After I shaved my (Sexy) legs (hehe),
I used a tissue t clean the blade (i usually do it without cutting through the tissue)
But omg, I used so much force it went right through.
I felt it cut so deep.
And my finger underwent a bleeding frenzy.
It wasn't painful, but it felt strange/weird.
(Either that, or my threshold of pain is great!)--I think my threshold of pain is fairly high. (fairy high? fairies flying highly in the sky. HAHA, please stop me from going further..)
(Anw, my finger made feel faint & Catch a cold/ fever or what-not, tht I've got to have two days off school, hurrah....)

Set out on my goal to get a site done for my Art stuff.
It's going to be done real soon, so please stay tuned! :)

Want to know how I feel?
I feel like I need my camera, and a good place for photos, and a preeetty model.
That's what I friggin' need :)

I SHOPPED W MY MOMMA TODAY!
Woke up at 1pm.
Had lunch with Momma at Vivo.
Shopping, shopping, shopping!
Bought something from GAP,
Two pairs of shoes (Since two of my shoes are falling apart. one was bought in sec 3, one last dec.)
&Resisted a Paul Arden Book going @ 20%-off the original price.
(think I'm gg back to buy it tmr, or when?)

okay, goodnight world!

Omg, I'm watching some F1rocks thing (cause I got time to waste)
and,
there are two bearded men who look like dwarfs playing guitars.
Cute!

Whee-hee.

IM SO EXCITED.
Tomorrow! Tomorrow is the ultimate look-forward-to day!
I'm so excited that I studied non-stop today. (Well, until now. And that time when I went to the korean food place cause I was so hungry and I didn't care that I was alone)

Oh no, I really really love boat beam, but their album is totally impossible to get, since they're an english-spanish group.
But they're really good!
Ps:see the cute animation...
www.myspace.com/boatbeam
(Listen to The Rain Pauly)

Upset that there's no Fringe ]:
Whywhywhy. They shouldn't have stolen its air time for F1rocks.

Today, I napped for 2.5 hours.
Happy... Truly happy...
Okay, happy time's over, back to Lit.

HEAVENLY

Potatochips!

I'm considering getting a TLR.

I CAN'T WAIT TO READ, IM GOING TO GO ALL BOOK-WORMY WHEN X-ZAMZS ARE OVER WHICH IS IN TWO DAYS TIME.
Here is a long list.
(Btw, Audrey niffenegger has a new book & Its impressive that she's a visual artist.)
1. Virgin Suicides
2. Edgar Sawtelle (you've heard this title for ages)
3. Atonement (and this too)
4. Her Fearful Symmetry
5. Some Neil Gaiman book that my brother bought.
6. MORE BOOKS!

I'm suddenly quite grateful the school crammed all our papers into one week...

tuesday,tuesday, tuesday fairy princess! (suddenly felt like saying Cow-like things. (cow from cow&chicken))--omg, Hazirah used to say stuff like this! (peanut, peanut, peanut fairy princess!)

Oh no.... And I'll have to start on Art Year-End piece.
I have a feeling __ is the sort who would refuse to let me bring home my work...

I want a Pseudonym, and a really rad one, please?

Funny, i should be studying for my math now..

Crapozonko!

I took down the last post.

Because I think its Borrrring,

and I don't want my blog to be borrrring.

Hi Edna, if you're reading this, I got a G.R.E.A.T surprise for you for your birthday!

(wait for it....!)

My Lit paper= Capital U of font size 100000000000. (I can't show it to you, cause they don't have it on blogger. But I think photoshop has it... )

Okay no, the largest size is 1296.

Fine, Capital U of font size 1296. heh heh!

Today, I promised myself a post on how Purple is such a sucky color(with the exception of a certain hue) that shouldn't be matched with other shades of purple. It's just retarded, and incorrect.

I don't mean to be insulting, but there was this girl who had a really horrendous purple bag, with the worst-ever shade of purple handphone skin, and uh. pink shoes and pink hair tie. Goodness! (ps: I'm not talking about Aish! Aish's use of purple is so subtle and discreet. Its not like loud and jarring)

Okay. done blogging bout how purple sucks! Btw, lilac is the w.o.r.s.t.

Okay, a random tip each day from me.

For the opening ceremony of this brilliant crappozonkie idea,

I'll give everyone TWO random tips today!

1. Don't drink milk before you sing.

2. Do not accessorize using different shades of a similar color e.g pink/purple. (Esp. Purple), unless the color is brown and the similar color is cream or something?

Yami Yoghurt with Julien+Wanda today

And we bumped into MsChan, coincidental!

.__. (thats the size of my eyes)

I better start loving essays.

Today I kind of somewhat killed two of my papers.

My poor things!

No, I really feel sorry that I studied for them!

So I just kept writing today.

I wrote something like 4sidez for case study, 4+3sidez for essay, and 6+4+4 sidez(I think) for art.

That is a totally of 25 sidez, 12.5 pgs. I can write a really longgg mini story with 12.5 pages of paper. I can fold 12 large paper cranes and 24 mini ones with 12.5 pages. I'm trying to think of things to do with that amount of papers, but I can't think anymore.

And I couldn't even finish it! (the art paper, I mean!)

My art paper consists of four questions, pick three.

These three questions have three parts to them, each containing 10marks.

3x3= 9

A worthy 9-questioned paper.

I only managed to finish 7= loss in 20mksz.

Ps: if each pt contained 1 mark, we were all supposed to write 90 points? Omg.

I'm quite sleepy now, i should sleep then I'll study for my literature later.

Another 2hr writiting paper.

Greatly looking forward to the end of examsz.

I have a sudden realization that this is the Promos we have been talking about!

After promos,

its

1. Prison break-freak-o-mania with Geraldine!

2. Weirdo stuff with Wanda (and Julien+Firqin+ Lisa if they want to do rubbish)

3. Starbucks everyday after school to read tonz and tonz of good stuff.

4. Greys Anatomy season 4+5!

5. I'm taking piano again!

okay. thats all I honestly am looking forward to.

Crapamoly, there is an art project! Totally forgot about it.

oh, Sweet 300th post. (lotz 'n lotz of laughz)

Got a Damien Hirst book tday. I'm really excited to read it. I'll read it right after my exams. Key words: After, exams.

Okay, above was a lie because I already read bits of it.

"What's the point of being remembered after you're dead? You've disappeared. You are no more. You're just a name.

F*** off, we're en masse. This is a group planet. Its a f***ing group effort.

Some people want to push the boat out and get everybody on board. Everybody wants to be remembered, but remembered for what?

I don't, actually.

Well you probably won't be [Laughter]"

I'd rather meet Damien Hirst than uhm.. you name it.

He's Badass. If I were to quote him, its probable that I'd get two F-words out of it.

If he does come out for Art Promos, I won't actually do the question. I'll attempt another. It's too precious.

Do I sound insane? I do, I do, I do, right?

Alright then,

Back to work.

(oh goodness, its such a great relief the design thing is finally over, I'm quite excited for it, actually.)

I have a feeling I'd be able to complete my revision.

Today was a day that I only consumed anti-sleep drinks.

I had a cuppa lungo (thats what they call it, Lungo) in the morning, Iced mocha vanilla in the afternoon, And tea later in the evening.

I'm close to grabbing another cuppa coffee. But I shan't, in case I get hooked. (Which could already be happening)

I'm going to down to a SB outlet to try COD.

Dead Serious bout coffee and its magical contents(okay, its just caffeine)

Okay, for real, back to work.

Foopalagas.

My parents bought an expresso machine today.

It is good fun, i think.

(Im not so sure yet, because we didn't have milk. You need milk if you wanna play with an expresso machino)

I'm drinking a cuppa coffee now, and I miss coffee tastings in Starbucks. This is weird, because I didn't really like the raw and bitterness.

Ohyeah, my dog's gonna get jabbed very soon, one, maybe two days?

The Jab of death. (do I sound morbid? good, coz I wanna sound morbid)

I haven't decided if i want to watch it happen.

I'm being a total bitch to Wanda now.

but it's prob. coz its really late, and I'm really tired.

Uhm. wellz, I went down to Bukit Merah library to study.

I think I study better alone, or with one other person.

Never more, and if more, maybe as threes.

I don't feel like blogging anymore,okay, so bye.

Capital M.

Sometimes, I really feel fake.

Because generally no one believes me

no matter how much I say I am not tht good a person,

and they think I'm the opposite of what I say,

This makes me feel like I'm perceived as someone better than who I truly am.

I'm stating it clearly now, that I'm not the holiest-goodie-two-shoes on the Earth who looooves everyone and hates everything dark. (ps: i like tattoos, and i actually dislike certain peepz.)

Just so that I won't be called a hypocrite whenever the time comes.

I would like not to be called one.

(This is, quite random for a blog post, but not random with regards to my life, and thats why its here, why do I sound so horrid.)

I'm trying to upload jackson pollock/Marc quinn vids onto my ipod.

It's taking so long. I don't know if I'm wasting more time by trying to save travel time.

Art essay is taking forever too, but I'm going to finish it no matter what.

(Goddd! The file is really taking an eternity to convert.)

I've always said the word crapazoid in my head,

And I think its only after watching Juno that I might actually say that word out loud.

I wanna slzepoz

I watched Juno on my ipod for the first time today.

I can't believe I didn't watch it earlier.

I ended school early at 2:30 today

But I've not studied right up to now because I have some design work to complete. ]:

The mentalist at ten, so not going to miss it.

I shall conk out on my bed right after that and pretend that i fell asleep.

(I'm really tired,and I promise I'll study alot tomorrow...)

(and I promise I'll get that art essay done...)

HA-HA-HA, OMG, LOOK AT DALI!

I got this from here

I was just talking to Jerome about Artists& insanity, and him keeping his mini schnauzer's beard clean.

Plus together= Dali & his crazy moustache.

So interesting,

though its kind of gross...

I shall die soon!

I WANT OUT.

I feel really excited, yes.
I feel like a little excited girl in this huge box with only me in it. (why pick such an analogy)

I had a haircut today,
It was the longest haircut ever.
and when i say ever, it really means the longest time.
Because it was a whopping 2 hr haircut,
considering the fact that I have so much work to do (see Agenda)

I read finish Wuthering heights,
And I can't believe how much I felt while reading it.
I never knew I was holding on to such a rad book.
(i sound so dramatic.)

Agenda:
1. 1500-3000 word Art Essay
2. Normal Art Essay on Brancusi/Han Sai Por
3. Design thingy (omg)
4. Art practical stuff
5. Lit "Naming of parts" Assignment/Essay
6. The rest of revision for promos (Which is, btw, alot)

Funny, I only realized i have so much hw today, at 5pm. O_O

Ps: I want to run away.

Far? I know.

I MET OLI&ELAINE YTD.
It was really nice catching up, especially when We've not met as three people (I wish Kayla was there too.)
Is it Kayla was or Kayla were? Recently, this wish he/she, was/were. or I was/were. God, Confusing!
We ate at Crystal Jade for dinner, and later we had ice cream!
I know. I suddenly know that its I wish Kayla was there, & Kayla were here? I think so.

This was after I met my also Very dear friend, Beatrice (to study)
It was not productive at first, since we kept walking around.
But we got down to studying in the end.

I also bought a new handphone yesterday.
Had a 4 year hate toward nokia phones,
but somehow, something in me managed to reconcile the dispute in my heart against Nokias.
E71.

I'm nearly done reading Wuthering heights.

I'm in KL now! (again!)

Wanna watch this too, just for Stop-motion sake. Hehe, its quite hilarious. "If what i think is happening, is happening.......it better not be." OMG.

(PS: FORGOT TO MENTION, the trailer below is like. freaky, so don't watch it if you're scared of aliens, unless you're like me and you want to watch it even though you're afraid of aliens )

My blog is like substitute for twitter.

Looking forward greatly to this!

OMG, JEALOUS...

PASTELS ARE MY GREAT FRIENDS.

I'm naming each and every 48 of 'em.

Maybe after promos, when I have space in that little box up there.

(I store memories & info in a box)

Brancusi said, "Nothing ever grows well in the shade of a big tree."

Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhyyyy

I feel dead on the inside.

Art makes me emotional sometimes.

Summers, rocks.

I sound mean, but

I really can't stand grammatical errors that are too simple to screw up.

Like "have"s and "had"s shouldn't get mixed up.

There were many earthworms in a puddle of water today,

that Wanda & I just had to let out this really whiny "ewww"

There was a man who stood close to one of the earthworms.

It moved towards him.

I was squealing. in disgust. and fear that it'd touch his foot.

Today I kept doing things that made me think of Olivia.

"In a dream I swam to the other side
and Everything was different
in a sudden my heart was light
I’ll never lose a track again
oh no I’ll never lose a track again
people were calling & no one seemed to care
I need a raise of hopes"

Songs like this totally drag me through my glum moments.

I don't think I've ever let anyone love me,

and I wonder why I'm not well loved.

(Well liked, maybe, but never well loved.)

Use this against Wanda when the time comes...

Wanda says: (12:35:37 AM)

will you still gimme my megaphone?

Vivieん \ says: (12:35:39 AM)

hahahhaahaa

Vivieん \ says: (12:35:40 AM)

NO

Wanda says: (12:35:44 AM)

sleep lah

Wanda says: (12:35:51 AM)

hmph

Vivieん \ says: (12:35:53 AM)

awww. okay lah. i willl give u, provided u dont hit me with it

Wanda says: (12:36:04 AM)

i won;t

Wanda says: (12:36:11 AM)

you'll probably bleed

Vivieん \ says: (12:36:27 AM)

okay, u said it. no hitting me with megaphones!

Wanda says: (12:36:44 AM)

yeah i said it

My nose is itchy (I feel dull today)

We talk & laugh about weight issues,

I don't usually care.

but the fact that I have gained 4kg is extremely alarming.

(I decided to check my weight when I felt a flab on my tummy.)

I've officially decided that my favorite indie band is Headlights.

I'm in love with them, and I'm about to spend 1/5 of my $500 on their CDs.

Maybe not.

Still deciding.

(This is what kind of music I listen to.)

Ps: I really really really want to go to the UK, Wanda makes it sound like such a nice place, and She's gg end of the year, I really want to go with her.

Today is the day I get what I want because

a. There was no physical

b. My CL teacher cancelled because she took some major exam and was really tired.

c. Finished writing my notes which practically takes f.o.r.e.v.e.r.

My dog must know that something is wrong with her, because I've been so nice to her lately...

I've delayed art for approx. 2 1/2 hrs now, I should go.

(I realized I only blog before I'm about to study at home, which delays the whole idea of it.)

Indieeee!

Did some art today.

I made a hard cover for my year-end project.

I also studied Constantin Brancusi together with his difficult & varied Influences & themes.

This took me way more than three hours. Sometimes I feel like my brain can't take in more information.

I want to read Wuthering heights now.

but I left my book in the locker, which shouldn't be the case, but I did leave it there. so too bad.

Holy moly, take a look at this!

Its so cute.

It is my dream to stay home & blog about art.

I have an art blog, but I only have one post.

I shall update it frequently from now on.

My biggest wish is to have my own room that I can fill up with indie furniture.

And indie music.

And have indie designs drawn on the wall,

with a teevee that will be used to watch indie flicks.

I'm an indie person.

today's post is dreamyy.

HOLY MAMA,

THANKS CLONE.

I LOVE BON IVER EVEN MORE NOW.

going to buy the CD. (maybe when I'm rich)

Ps: Wanda's blog is like a music blog.

haha, haha, haha, haha, haha.

Today,

I lost fifty-dollars.

Everytime I lose my money, I am with Wanda & on the phone, reporting to my mom my whereabouts.

How funny is that?

There were two clones on the moon,

One clone was not Angry

The other clone was very Angry.

I'm the clone that wasn't Angry, but I died.

Wanda (so suited) is the clone that was very Angry, but she got to live.

I waited three years, she didn't even wait!

What is this!

Julien is the moon!

And someone else can be the helium.

Maybe lisa.

That's a tad bit ironic, since Lisa has a reallyy low voice.

This post is meant to be rubbish for the viewing pleasure of bored people whose friends have not updated their blogs.

Don't ask if I'm fine.

This is so long ago,

but it still affects me,

for everyone and anyone,

I hate it when there is contact.

So don't touch me, Accidentally or not.

Gentle tap, whatever.

I am annoyed when there is contact.

I feel violated, even when I'm not actually violated.

I feel uncomfortable and I hate it.

I don't care that I sound insane.

I have a Zero tolerance of contact, hear me? Z.e.r.o.

And don't say sorry after you realize i hate it.

Because I hate that too.

And I'll feel like ignoring everything.

And finally, I won't be able to look you in the eye when i talk to you

Because I just don't like you & the things you say/do.

Or assume that you know what I'm talking about, cause you don't.

Stop thinking you know me so well.

Cause no one knows me well enough to think that.

This is not directed at a particular someone.

Cause if it is, I wouldn't say that its not.

(and please heed the title's advice.)

This post is disorientated because I just typed everything out without much consideration. Vomit.

SHOPPPING WITH JULIEN! (&Wanda & Lisa)

"SCHLEEP"-OVER WAS FUN, VIDEOZ SOON!

19th Sept 2007:

"I think that it is impossible to just force yourself to know Jesus in one day. God's love is not based on a simple phrase,"I believe." It's based on a relationship. And whether you finally decide for yourself if you love him truly, it's based on this relationship. Take this: You cannot love someone if you have never met him before, or know him well. However, it is easy to love your parents, because they are there for you. I'm not trying to sound like a pastor or whatever, but it's true.

How does a magician performs his trick?
Simple. He uses his hands, and bring the object from one place to another.
Our mind take out unimportant information when we blink. That's why we don't notice such small movements.
Maybe it's because of that, that we're unaware when jesus is around us.
Usually, we avoid this fact because we are afraid. and we do not want to be reminded of our wrong-doings. But sometimes, we just have to come to terms with the truth, and finally, repent.
A last thing i might add, something that i learnt today, and in case you didn't know,God wins in the end."

Holy moly,
I can't believe I blogged like that in 2007.

I feel like I lost that whole bit of my brain where God Mattered Most.

Does He matter most?

I want to go to church.

O_O

Regarding the whole "wanda taking it to a whole new level" thing,

I take it back.

Because yesterday, I threw my wallet/purse at Wanda's head.

(oops)

Today was quite a relaxing day.

I was late 25 mins for chinese, and he released us 10mins early. which left me with only 25mins of chinese lessons. (happy)

I'm kinda lazy to blog about today,

except how I can't believe L.L tried to gain Julien/Firqin/Moses' favor with Lollipops.

o.m.g.

Sew-fantastic.

i happy,i happy, i happy!

I cleared my MSA.

Now I'm a little frantic over promos.

I got whacked in the face by Wanda today.

Seriously, she took violence to a whole new level.

Thank God my eyeball is still intact.

I was semi-shouting at her outside the library. (in a really irritated tone)

"Go away, I don't want to talk to you, I'm damn pissed off with you."

That's when we started laughing like MAD.

Cause I fumbled at the "with"

Earlier, we were talking bout how her mom's english would go bad when she's angry.

Funny, I think Tai Jun witnessed the whole incident.

Me being angry, then us going into hysterics } all in two minutes.

We kind of talked bout Fringe today.

I find Walter cute.

Ohkay, goodbye.

"Can you change the song? It really creeps me out."

I am in love with Bon Iver's Flume & she's freaked out.

I've spent more than 3 hours on photoshop,

trying to get a freaking design done with limited pictures + limited time.

I hope to get it done before Fringe. ahhh!

A response to Julien's Blogpost.

My tie-dye sucks!

I thought it sucked,

but now it sucks more,

in a sense that it no longer looks like what it's supposed to look like.

But anw, its somehow, likable.

Do I sound contradictory?

Its no longer the tie-dyed shirt.

Its something else that cannot be deciphered.

Maybe it could be called the washed-out shirt. or something like that.

Me "Hi, like my shirt?"

Dada "where you buy from? Chaktuchak market is it?"

Me "No! I made it." (Nicholas "NO, she make one.")

Dada "Wah, very niceee." (in the most sincere tone ever)

Me "No! you said chaktuchak."

Dada "Hahhahahahahahhaa"

I have a slight attachment to my dad's d-lux 4 aft ytd's summerfest.

Summer-Festival.

(In Blindness.)

Hi.

Of all days,

my camera chooses to fail Today.

I was really upset.

My camera's lens mount's screws loosened,

and my lens couldn't be attached properly, it was all wobbly.

Of course its okay now, my dad helped to tighten it.

If it weren't for Wanda, I might have been reduced to ins

anity.

Second of all.

there were beetles. when I was at the field.

o.m.g.

first my brother pointed out that one guy in front had a beetle on his white shirt.

Then later I realized that another guy had a beetle on him too!

And i was almost freaking out cause then I saw THREE Beetles on one guy,

I was insisting (to nicky) that we should totally get out of there.

but no, he didn't want to, he said that it would

n't fly to me, because I wasn't wearing white.

and suddenly this beetle flew across and touched me on m

y head.

That's when I freaked out Freaked out.

I screamed and ran far,far,away. (I'm not exaggerating, btw.)

I bought a freaking MEGAPHONE.

Nickywicky bought one, so I bought one too.

And then reallyyyyyyy later, I decided that Wanda might wan

t one.

And she really did want one.

By that time, they were like packing up and all.

So I had to like rush and stop them, so I could buy one more.

(my sister failed to take a pic of me surrounded by Ja

p-soccer guys, who weren't that good looking afterall-- but I wo

uld have liked to have a picture of me surrounded by Jap-soccer guys so that I can brag or something.)

I didn't get one for Julien/Firqin though.

Think that Lisa, Julien and Firqin can totally have water

yoyos.

(that is if they don't shrink or something by monday)

Water yoyo thingys!

Nicky-wicky! (we bear no sibling resemblance)

(look at my megaphone)

Then here are weirdo-pics that I took, Look:

Me& the AFRO ladies!

Here's where Julien's Kitty went! It grew big and fat!

I got tonz of other nonsensical photos because that's what digital cameras are for--random snapping, without thinking.

KBYE.

A wonderful tie-dyed day.

Lazy.

For (spiting) Wanda

(Williem De Kooning, Woman I, 1950-1952)

AS COMPARED TO:

(Louis Morris, noideawhatsthetitle)

Really Sad that we're not studying Louis Morris.

Here's another one:

Point of tranquility, 1959-1960

How can his works be so aesthetically appealing?

He does it even with dirty colors,

OhmyGrazx.

Can't stand De Kooning, no offence.

Foreignness.

There's a slight touch of disapproval, that you failed to conceal, right?

Turns out my math MSA wasn't that bad, because I got a C. And I only needed half mark to get a B. Its frustrating but I'm contented.

Don't feel like blogging,

Bye.

I FOUND MY BOOK

So, we had Civics in H101.

And that was the classroom where I last saw my Edgar Sawtelle book.

It was still under the desk! (hehe)

& yelled in excitement. Thrice.

Wanda spilt her Strawberry Sundae in Macs today.

(A.G.A.I.N, being a spiller)

It slid to the end of her tray, and just before it fell, she totally caught her ice cream (and put it back into her cup)

Sadly this is her version of the incident, and I can't verify that the cup was going to topple, or that she just knocked it over herself, because I went to the toilet.

Saw Caroline + SI MIN in Macs. Raddd.

Today, Chinese MSA was so silly.

I wrote my answers on foolscap for the first half of the paper. (Later I realized there was an Answer sheet to write my answers on)

Then for the second question, there was this line of chinese words that asked something about the passage. (four marks)

Below it was a table of choices, A,B,C, & I, II, III.

I totally wrote an open ended answer (which was crap) and then I realized it was a multiple choice question.

Waste time.

I'm so muddle-headed today.

We(Wanda, Lisa, Firqin, Julien ;Not Moses, cause no one wanted to arm wrestle with him, and Aish; who wanted to try arm wrestling) arm wrestled today,

and I found out I'm a weakling.

(PS: I didn't mean what I said about not wanting to lose, I just didnt want to arm wrestle anymore. I come up with lame excuses when I don't feel like doing things.)

Somehow the bracketed words creates an impression that I'm in denial or something.

So I'll just make do with me and my "I don't like to lose" declaration that I made earlier.

Sorry, this is a little bit confusing especially when I'm changing my stand & you don't know what's happening.

kbye.

PAUL GAUGUIN!

Neutral

I just watched fringe.

Its the first show in a long long time to make me feel queasy.

:)

(Isn't the smiley just disturbing?)

I was supposed to post a picture of an example that is part of my health plan.

Because I think I grew ------.

I must stop it before it is obvious to anyone else.

I had Tau Huay with Wanda just now (So much for my "health plan")

Uh.

Last night was the worse night ever.

I slept at 2am, but I was half awake- kind of sleeping?

But thank God I don't feel sleepy.

Can't believe Ms K didn't come tday.

There are several things I'd like to remind myself about.

1. Design(tuesday)

2. I want to sew

3. Photoshop thingy(no idea)

4. Chinese MSA tmr (tday)

5. Art Msa+Lit Msa on thursday. (wed)

I developed my rollzs of film.

O.M.G today, I totally exposed my film.

Because for some strange reason, I forgot to wind my film.

How do I forget to wind my film?

I just forget.

And I popped open the cover, saw the film, and shut it back closed.

Exposed, oops!

I think that roll wouldn't turn out nice, anw.

Because of a long story, that I don't want to bore you with. And also Im lazy to recount.

In the canteen today, Wanda spilt her drink A.g.a.i.n.

she's such a drink spiller.

The best part is that I pushed the stacked cups towards her, without letting it topple.

But she pushed it back and it just fell over.

Orange juice on the table= Vomit.

But ohwell, it's Wanda I'm talking about here...

PS: MY BOOK IS REALLY GONE ): ): ): ): ):

someone please find it ))))))))))))))))):

I MISS FILAH AND OUR SEAWEED-EATING SHIFTS.

I really like Bon Iver.

Lets get out of this countryyyy

I'm genuinely excited for school tomorrow!

I hope to finish my Econs by 10, do my art homework, read some T.o.t.s, Wuthering Hts & then sleep.

I really want to meet Damien Hirst.

I just googled his name. Nothing. Man.

I think I should come up with good questions to ask him, in case I meet him in the future. :)

"It's the Tour de France bicycle race in France and American Lance Armstrong is back in the saddle after a three year break. And what a saddle: he will be completing the final stage of the race this weekend on a bicycle decorated by Damien Hirst, the famous British artist. The bicycle, a Trek Madone, will have real butterflies shimmering in the light and the logos in bright pink." -Source

O.m.g.

I think that I like Damien Hirst because he's so morbid+Strange, which make his work really radical.

(Not because he uses real butterflies in his work, seriously. I'm scared of butterflies, but I don't hate them...)

I was talking to Wanda before about how artists generally need that streak of insanity before they're good at something, artistically.

Kinda agreed that school & our weird friendship is going to help me "make it big" in the future.

I just hope I don't get admitted into a mental ward before that happens.

Anyone knows where to buy an Amy Kuney CD?

Wanda talking to herself. :)

Wanda says: (12:21:31 AM)

BLEEEEEEHHHHHH

Wanda says: (12:21:34 AM)

ASDIHQH39RU290HT42KLNG94UT294

Wanda says: (12:21:39 AM)

DON'T TELL EUUUUU

Wanda says: (12:21:50 AM)

BIATTTTCCCCHHHHHRHP9HR2W4T9GQ6'PUT9G'G GOING NUTS NOW

Wanda says: (12:21:55 AM)

HIGH ON CHOCOLATE MILK

Wanda says: (12:21:59 AM)

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGOMGMOGOMG

Wanda says: (12:22:05 AM)

I THINK MY FAV DRINK IS CHOCOLATE MILK

Wanda says: (12:22:13 AM)

AM I NUTS YEEEEAAAAAHHHH I THINK SO TOO

Never going back

My childhood sweetheart added me on fb.

Its damn cool he found me on fb.

But its damn sad that I'm not in love with him.

Otherwise, i'll be like ecstatic or sth.

(but I'm not, DUH)

Lit ended earlier than I thought it would, even though it felt really long.

I'm beginning to be a fan of Ms.K.

Spent 20mins on the phone today, getting directions from my mom to National Archives.

I was together with Wanda.

Funny, we're not even in the same pw group, but we're doing pw together. (ho-ho)

(hee-hee, and we ended up walking aimlessly, found a map, and realized we were really far away from it, so we took a cab. )

Money makes the world go round; our problem was solved with just $4. (Lol)

Was dreading to do PW, but it turned out o-k. I found everything :)

but I have to go back to the place a.g.a.i.n, man.

Wait, Actually, i dont mind. The place is kind of nice.

I got cheap fabric from spotlight today.

Hope Lisa enjoyed Toy con. and took nice photos.

I forced Wanda to pose for my supposedly very singaporean +patriotic shot. (which I deemed a failure, on.the.spot, mainly because of two reasons)

1. The excited look was not pulled off well enough.

2. The background was. common.

I owe many people many things.

for that, I'm sorry. I shall make a list to remind myself.

1. Art hw (x2 to Mrs Kee)

2. Tennis money ($32 to Geraldine)

3. CD (The pipettes + New Mixtape to Wanda)

4. Cash ($2 to Maura)

5. Cash ($2 to Chris)

6. Cash ($30 to nicky)

7. (ps: I'm not broke, I forgot to bring my wallet to school, and my brother had no change)

8. Standard ticket (x2 to the Gtm @ the MRT.)

9. Thailand crackers (to tennis ppl +class friends=Firqin, Wanda, Julien & Lisa)

10. Math Assignment

11. Designnz.

I think that's it.

Its a pretty long list.

I'm still upsetting over my book.

If everyone who reads my blog checks under the tables of every class they're going to,

thank you all, I might find it (you might find it!)

I really want to visit Kayla.

Can I visit Kayla, please?

HEARTBROKEN.

I lost my precious book today.

I'm really sad.

During Econs lesson, I had a thought that if I should leave my book under the desk, would there be someone who would return it to me. And I felt like writing my name down on my book.
But I didn't because I didn't want to leave my book behind on purpose just to see if someone would return it.

But I really did lose it.
I think I left it in the canteen.

And I wish I had written my name down.
(I used to label everything I had when I was young, like some obsession.)

So if anyone sees a book called
"Edgar Sawtelle"
By David Wroblewski,
please, please, please, return it to me, and not donate it to the school library.
I don't want my poor book to become a slave for uncaring readers who bend book spines as they like.

):<

on a lighter note,
my dada made my mind clearer again.
And I think I know what to do.

ooxxooXoxxx
(Hug hug, kiss kiss, hug hug, big kiss, little hug, kiss kiss, little kiss)
-to everyone who watched Nacho libre, this scene is always stuck in my head.

Talking about funny,
I mistook michelle quek for wanda today in the toilet.
It was hilarious.
(not in the mood for hilarious now)

OMGOMGOMG!

Today is just.

Queer.

I got an MC.

OMGOMGOMG!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

I am contemplating taking an mc tmr.

It won't be fake because I'm really sick still.

BUT. I'm not gonna. I think.

Omg. I'm not going to, or my Lady Gaga ticket would have been sold for nothing.

Watch wanda whack for no reason.

I cant continue the "W" thing, cause I can't think of any synonyms for "for no reason" that starts with a "W"

oh wait.

Watch Wanda whack without wisdom? omg. wisdom sounds wrong. OMG. too many "W"s.

she flicks me and its really painful.

And I punch her.

She's making me violent, and Vulgar.

Vulgar&Violent Vivien for you.

"OLA BITCH, I DESIGNED THE SHIT CHEESY FLYER FOR YOU, THERE YOU GO."

thats what she taught me to say.

I'm making wanda sound really bad on my blog.

But she's not that bad lah.

omg, I'm honestly just avoiding study.

I think I can be a housewife next time.

Cause I'm good at nagging at people to study.

But I suck at studying myself.

I have zero discipline, until the last minute. Ho-ho-ho.

SOLD MY TICKET.

hi.

Great.

Now I have this whooping cough.

):<

Hi, bye. hi, bye.

must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math must do math.

When I do this, I'm reminded of Wanda's Jpod book.

Blogger is my twitter. (this is getting annoying, so many posts in one day)

Please excuse me tomorrow

if I sniff and make a really loud sound.

I have a blocked nose.

Holy moly!

"I lunch with my momma"

What was I thinking.

Holy moly is My new word.

And "oh ma ma"

but "oh mama" 's old.

I used to say it with mabel.

And Sexy was our word.

I miss mabel!

I miss Olivia!

I miss Kayla!

And a whole other bunch of people that no one could ever replace.

kay bye.

LETS GET OUT OF THIS COUNTRY,

I'LL ADMIT I'M BORED OF ME.

Like the flowers that move with the wind

I don't really think alot anymore.

I think I just go with what I'm given.

Today was a rad day,

I only had econs & p.e.

I scored two home runs during p.e. , out of three bats. (not to brag or anything).

(but I am bragging, in actual fact.)

I lunch with my momma.

Got ripped off when I developed my film at great world city.

Now I'm just trying to study my math.

Man, I wish I'd study properly and be a good student. (HAHA)

I'm such a good student.

That I'm going to sell my lady gaga ticket )':

Thank god she's not my most favourite singer.

I just wanted to watch her live since her showmanship is like rad.

kbye.

HI.
I'm using my dada's (I like the word dada;dada-ism. blahblah. haha. all rhymes. hehe) computer.
I'm in Thailand, but I'm sick.
Of all days, I fell sick on the day I wanted to fake an mc,, tszk.

I'm really fed up about the ISO knob on my camera.
Because I keep forgetting to change it.
and I've wasted so SO many shots.
haha. haha. haha.

Thailand's so cool. Everything's c.h.e.a.p. :)
And its so fun to people watch.
My brother and I will say _____o'clock, followed by:
1. "A" (very pretty girl)
2. "B" (pretty girl)
3. "C" (average girl)
4. "Topic 4" (Gays)
5. "Topic 5" (Trannies)

In the train, I was trying to video this person who falls under topic 4, for Geraldine, but my momma told me not to. (hehe) so I stopped. Kinda lied to her that I was video-ing my sister.

I figured that the best place to find topic fives is in shopping malls; cosmetic section.

ohkay, Gdnightz.
Miss everyonez. (i'm typing with Zs today)

I GOT A PAIR OF NEW SHOES! YEY.

As you can see from the title,

I bought a pair of shoes, pretty happy :)

no, VERY HAPPY.

My brother used his credit card, so I don't have to worry about paying for it until the end of the month (heh heh heh!)

They're from pull&bear.

I might wear it tomorrow, But i'm afraid i'd dirty them.

Or that people might come up and step on 'em.

I was reading my new book in the library, when firqin & Julien came in

Julien: eh? Why is she still here, don't have chinese meh?

Firqin: Eh! vivien, why are you still in the library?

me: Going late, my book very nice! it gives me a cozy feeling! :)

Firqin: or is it because you're sitting on the sofa?

(HAHAHA,no!)

Today's the day I laughed the most in a really long time.

Nicky-wicky. (haahaa)

Nicholas& I gna go shopping tmr, aft my tennis training,

YEY, I'm excited.

We're shopping for new shoes and. uhm a camera bag?

He shouldn't cancel out like he did the last two timesz.

or i'll get mad.

and, uh. not talk to him about rad stuff anymore.

Kbye. (Im doing sampling instead of normal dist. cause its too. difficult for my rusty brain)

oh, great! lets, study! muggers for life! (not!)

If I don't do my normal distribution by TODAY,

I'm going to take serious action against myself.

Yes. very serious!

"I'm rotting in a shithole called school"

I think I'm getting more&more vulgar. Must stop.

That day, my sister caught me saying the F word by accident when a beetle was attacking me in the room. omg.

Must watch my mouth. A beetle is not worth it(?)

So anyways.

Waiting for my Thai-getaway.

& some $500 I earned (yey!)

serious.

Happy birthday R to the A to the M to the Z! Z! Z! You looked Sexzy today. ^^(saying this on purpose, cause I know you'll whine.)

I didn't really study yesterday, to admit.

To admit, I haven't really been studying at all.

To admit, its all the econs test fault. Because I studied extremely hard, but I still think I'm gonna do like C.r.a.p. So I can kiss my motivation goodbye, cause it flew awayyy. (What am I talking?@!)