Monday, December 7, 2009

I won't say it out loud.

I'm on episode ninety-something.
Sometimes watching stuff just makes you forget everything,
It helps.
I'm beginning to wonder when this will stop.

I wrote down the things I had to do yesterday
& IT'S A LONG LIST.
I haven't even done any.
I'm already panicking.
but I still don't think I'll do much.
OMG. DEJA VU. Goodness!
I was about to say: IT IS SO EASY TO PROCASTINATE, WHY!
Didn't I say that yesterday?
Yes I did.

&Didn't I say that before?
Then why can't I?

Today's date makes me think of Bestest-best.
I wanted to believe it.
This year just made me lose the little hope left in me.
I did so many things alone & was okay with it.

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