Lalalalala.

ok. FB(lessthansign)twitter.

I'm becoming more geeky i think.

Not in a I want to study way, but in a I wna watch documentaries and read up on random stuff kind of way.

Another thing that bothers me is that

I keep thinking Im over it when I'm clearly not...

No lah, I am truly happy.

I know so.

I am happy$

I am happy. or at least I think I am.

I can't distinguish falsely claiming to be happy & really being happy.

It sounds pathetic, but I think it doesn't really matter. $

(I wrote this on the 14th but didn't post it)

I didn't attend school ytd and tday.
I was having some kind of weird thing. Its not exactly flu, but I just classified it as flu to make things less complicated.

I slept a lot...
I didn't do very well for bts. But I'm ok with it.
I understand why I didn't do very well.

I should have considered you.
Omg. This week up to today is too horrible.
Everything from now on will be better!

I cannot any furtherrr.

I miss you so, so much.
& keep thinking when was the last time I saw you...

But I can't remember.(keep thinking how she's like,

maybe compare myself a little bit...
see how we're different.
&Hope she's so much more than I am.)

SOMETIMES I SHOULD CONTROL MYSELF.

Ohman, school was nutz today.

I think its because I fell asleep at 12 last night, then I woke up at 4:30, realized that I slept with my contacts (Still wearing them) and I didn't brush my teeth (ew, yucks.) & also that I;ve not done much of my art. So I never went back to sleep.

I'm turning in early today.

Watched the soccer match with Moses. (HAHA.) we both wanted to go for the Lit mastery(remedial) but our names were not in the list. So anw. I was quite excited cause I've never watched any soccer matches (apart from one girls soccer match) before. So. That was like. A first time thing. And I can't get over the bottle thing. and the lane thing.

ohhhh! &&& I know moses won't read my blog, but he's blackmailing/"egging-on" is just funny.

Earlier on in school i did some retarded thing. Ohmama. It's just so silly. I don't know how I'm going t forgive myself. hahahahahaha. HAHAHA. ok.

I'm going to watch the hockey match on friday.

I've never watched a single hockey match in MY LIFE. so that's another first.

Eh how come I never talk about studying anymore?

I shall study. When I get home tmr.

which is probably late.

Cause I'm gna watch whip it w Vincent/Rachel/i-dont-know-who-else-is-going.

Wow my eyes are really tired. I'm feeling scared of taking my contacts out. ):

K, I shall take a shower.

Greatnight t you all.

Ps: I paid attention in Econs lecture. :) (happykidface)

OH, hi again.

I was just thinking how sad it is that we are all part of being forgotten.
Like maybe you remember something with someone in it,
yet it can be so unimportant and trivial to that someone?


zzzzz. This wedding is making me bored
& I'm beginning to think too much.
Darn.

Lalala.

"You are my sweetest downfall,
I loved you first,
I loved you first."
(Samson-regina spektor)

I'm serious about leaving EVERYTHING behind.

I'm just too lazy to talk about whatever that happened,
And. I don't want anyone to judge me.
I know I'll have to say it out one day.
(Since I've alr promised someone-
if you're reading this you'll know its you.)

Sometimes I feel tired but I seem too happy to care.
Even I, think I'm strange.

FRANZ FERDINANNDDD.

nah, phoenix is still the best. They MUST come soon. to Sg. I don't care if there's Alvls the next day, I'll go. REALLY. (But it'd be good if they came like... before of after As. Thank you v much!)

ok, I didn't do the case study I was talking about.

I'm really thankful for the past 40days & how much I've grown spiritually is just amazing.

I think I've managed to set my priorities in life.

And I've also met like so many wonderful people, ahh.

I really feel happy.

I feel that what I've learnt most is to let go.