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I'm trying livejournal for the third time.
(otherwise i'll be back here)

my computer died on me.

I am using my sisters computer now because my computer officially decides to disobey me. 

Luckily my brother's friend gave him gossip girl season 2 until ep. 14. So I watched it all the way until 5am yesterday, woke up at 11am+ and watched some more!

And I finished it by 5pm.

Season 2 is way more scandalous (?) than season 1. Highly recommended! (although i am kinda late because it seems like everyone has watched it)

Went to takashimaya today.

I bought two shorts from cotton on.

A Rachael yamagata CD. (which i have not listened to yet.)

tomorrow is chinese new year! = $$.

oh, i am only getting the SLR/Dslite. This is confirmed.

I feel bad that I never said a word of thank you to mr chua/mrs pillai. I got A1 for science, but i didnt say anything. I feel so bad. I don't know what to do. (huh)

okay, so sorry for the chunky post. Byebye (and in a long time.)

Okay, the dental appointment was not like anything I thought it would be.
He was nice and smiley! :)

Rachel/Suz/Joey/Sarah came for breakfast today!
Fadzil gave Rachel 20% discount. Heee.

Thats roughly it.

Oh yah, Filah came in with mini crabs like they were like fried! Creepy!
I MISS DOING OPENING SHIFTS WITH FILAH. ):

Yesterday:
Went out with Euphoria,Arlene,Melissa.
It was sad because:
1. At dorothy perkins, the dress i wanted only have big big sizes \:
2. Orchard road don't have cash converters \:
3. The coke slurpy i bought from 7-11 tasted like medicine \:

but other than that, it was okay :D

(still scared about dental \:)

0.0

I hate my missing retainers.
hate is a strong word. But on something almost non-existent, i don't think it is.
I must be missing it. (missing the missing retainers? Lame!-I shouldn't use this on myself right?)
I have dental tomorrow, And i am very scared the dentist will scold me )': I might cry. hehe, not really.

Omg. You know the phone i want/wanted?
1. Jamie/ Kamal have it.
2. Noor is gonna get it tomorrow.
I hope its really sold out like Euphoria said, so that noor will get it after i get it :D hee, so evil! (pretend i never typed that)
Ohh, Jamie and I wrote a story using the last of the receipt roll. It was fun and a waste of time.

It is confirmed that I am going to exchange my money for a SLR (film) next wednesday.

I had a nightmare last night that i had to go and appeal to get into ac. So troublesome! I hope it doesn't really turn out that way.

I realize i am quite alone.
Olivia is at some party.

please wish me luck for my dental appointment. I am scared!

I will eat a cinammon roll for breakfast tomorrow.

(guess what, I am still on 1984 cause I left it at my grandma's house last week. but it progressed further, kind of interesting how they're not allowed to have a love life- ?!?!?! like hello? that's just stupid!)

grrrr.

Ok,
I can forget about my Ds lite, cause I've decided that I'm going to get the..
LG KS 360 PHONE!

I am irritated.
I was supposed to save my $$.
Oh well, I hope this year can get more $$ for CNY :)
If i'm lucky i can get my ds lite as well.
If I'm ever going to get a ds lite, it will be before my JC starts, otherwise I won't get it.

):<

WISHLIST 2009.

Today, I realized I want lots of things.

1. 2nd hand SLR (film) Camera
-Contax aria
-Nikon FM2
(First one prefered)

2. Metallic rose DS Lite

3. Bicycle. (I want to cycle around singapore.)

4. 13-inch Macbook

5. LG K360

But I'm getting the first one next wednesday.
I took that day off work just to get my camera. (shh, don't tell anyone!)

I'll blog about today in a different post :D

you know you love me,
xoxo. (trying to sound gossip-girlish because everyone is gossip girlish.)

How my mind works.

I'm the kind who's inbetween,
Never get things done.
I'm disabled, was disengaged,
Call it soul leaving it's self.


So I'm certain.
I.must.do.what.I.like.
until and before, its too late.

Stop procastination,
Go action,

War is peace,
Freedom is slavery,
Ignorance is strength.
Where's the logic in them,
but you know its somewhere in there.

stopitstopitstopit.
You should totally live life as it is,
the world's gonna end soon,
it doesnt matter which school you're going to. (I'm not saying this in the emo-way. I'm saying this in the, you-should-know-Jesus kind-of-way; non-forceful, un-sarcastically.)

This is probably the worse/most confusing post e.v.e.r, but this is just a glimpse of how my mind is oriented. (or orientated?) I prefer orientated.

ruddi: so, which jc are you going to?
me: I applied for ac.
ruddi: AC?
me: i know, i know! You're gonna say I will change right? sharm said that. I won't change, I won't change.
ruddi: change into what?
me: .....i dont know..
ruddi: i think sharm meant changing into a lesbian
me: huh? but ac got guys right?
ruddi: OH YAH.
hahahahahah!

that said,
I lost my retainers.
Its annoying, to even talk about it, so I'm switching topic.

I'm zzz sleepy.
I want to sing. (??!?!)
there is no link.
okaybye.

zzz

I feel sick in the gut.
I don't know why.

Today, I woke up late.
Papa brought us to eat lunch at TCC.
I had an ice soy mocha, only it didnt taste like it had soy.
I might try it with soy during my next shift.

Also I online shopped.
It get's really bad if i have not done so in awhile.
I bought an ID case/wallet (i have been looking since before Japan), 2 cardigans, very nice files/bookmarks, and now, currently preventing myself from buying hairbands. -.-
i think my pay is going to run out soon.
This scares me a little.
I should totally s.t.o.p.

I miss my mommaa. (but i think she is gonna buy nice stuff for me!)

submissive.

In the end, I've decided to go to a Junior college.
I've submitted my choices already!
(my mum allows me to keep my job, but if i fail/cannot cope, i have to quit)

Anyway,
I want to get a DS lite.
Since a long time ago, but I've never declared it out loud.
so just for the sake of declaring it, I WANT A DS LITE.
And i want this game called left brain, right brain. It supposedly trains your brain to do ambidextrous hand tricks. (not really)

My mom left for Japan tday!
I am gonna miss her a lot, but she'll be back on tuesday, so.

HEY.
Like I said, I'd come here and post after I got home, good or bad.
And I got 09 points minus 02 points(for cca)= 07 points.

Sorry, but to all those people who thought I was stupid all these years just cause I was in an art class, today is the day I feel like slamming my results in your face, and tell you to stop being judgemental about anyone who takes art because everyone who loves art can do it. (I SOUND SO FIERCE,HEEE)
Into detail,
English=A1
Combined humanities= A2
Mathematics= A2
Science(phy/chem) = A1
Art= A1
Principles of accounts =A2 (this is super weird, and I think I lost one point to this cause I told Jesus I wanted to get 9, so that I'd miss my choice of NJC so that I won't really have to consider JC, but it was a stupid idea, because now I am still considering JC, only that I don't have my favourite choice of NJC.)
Chinese = B4(haha)
Chinese(oral/aural) = Distinction. (wow right!)

Anyway, after I got my results, i went out with Aunty Lorna!! : D
first we ate at toast box together w uncle mike/ claudia,
Then later we split, and we went to made with love!
Met stasha there, i think she's like tight with the people around there?
(cause she was chit chatting away.)
WORK WITH OLIVIA TOMORROW!
Bye!~

this is my 160th post.
I don't know how my other blog could have lasted 167 posts.
Crazy!
Anyway, today is THE day.
I am going out with Aunty Lorna after that! :)
Then after, I have training.
Then the next day, work @ 7am.
Lazy to blog, so tata.

Slowly, impatiently.

I miss Kayla.
I think: What would happen if kayla was here?
If Kayla was here, I wouldn't be alone on monday when we're waiting for our results.
She would be in front of me, and we would freak out together while laughing (cause i know kayla will laugh, and then I will laugh)
KAYLAAAAAAAAAAAA. This kind of nevous waiting will never do without you!

Okay, I must remember to bring ms hoe's and Mr Tan's book, cause I forgot to return them last year.

Going to ta-ta-ka-ka-shi-shi-ma-ma-ya-ya.
(hahah! I suddenly wanted to say that! It is some thing we would say when we were young. heee. Then the other person will say: or horrrr, you say shi shii!!)

and the gold! chop! tong! lol.

ok bye.
(ps: I have no comments on monday)

I am seventeen this year.
It makes me feel a little- just a little, old.

I am thinking, but forget it. I won't say it here.

Hey monday is a great band,
I love them (:
and they're welcoming the monday.

Excited?

Sharm was being funny today.
(And I told him that his name makes a good opera sound. Sharrmmmmm!)
Oh, And I found out Shafiq and Nuri are cousins.
How cool is that!

O LEVELS= AHH.

It's seriously on the 12th.
It is.
Omg, I am so nervous.
I cannot, I cannot, I cannot!
AHHHH, my math, please be okay!
and my humanities, please be okay!
And everything else!!
IT CANT BE ON MONDAY!
We used to have tests on mondays!
(This has no link, and makes no sense!)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I am always so late in freaking out, but this is me, freaking out.

Okay, today, I had work.
I worked, and after that, Olivia/Elaine came over
And we all headed to TP.
After TP, we all went home.
I decided to take the bus ride from one interchange to almost the other.
That cost me two hours.
I feel sick in the gut the whole day,
When I'm finally feeling better,
I am reminded of monday.
I don't want to see miss lim's disappointed face. OR her fake disappointed face.
Its just too scary.
(But once i get home on monday, I'll go straight to my computer and blog my results, good/bad. This is either a reward/punishment for my studying methods. Wth am I talking about.)

Moving on,
I miss you!

† says:
WHAT IF THE O LEVEL MARKER IS KOH??????
† says:
AH
† says:
oh
Vivie・・ \ says:
THAT ONE IS SCARING YOU TO MAKE YOU IMPROVE EVEN MORREE!
† says:
cnt be
† says:
sent to cambridge what
† says:
hehheheheh
That's Arlene freaking out for you.

Ohmygoodness,
Olevel results are out next monday.
http://www.seab.gov.sg/SEAB/eservices/oLevelResults.html
(You, I bet you're freaking out)

B.or.ed.

I am bored.
So bored that I'm just listening to my ipod. At home.
Like how time-wasting is that!
Olivia probably didn't check her phone while at break because.. It is ELEVEN-TEN already, and she has not replied my EIGHT-THIRTY message.
If Mabel was not in school, i would have text(ed) her.
I am very sad that Olivia never checked her phone. Very.
But it's like I feel bored, but i don't feel like doing anything that I can do now.
OH OH!
Olivia replied meee (:
Heh heh heh.
byebye, i go talk to her!

timely.

me:are you afraid of dying?
Rachel: no.
..okay yah maybe.

Me: Do you ever get confused with what Jesus says?
Rachel: uhmm. I don't really know what he says.. Like i dont know whether its my conscience or Jesus.
Me: HAHAHHAHAHA, i meant what Jesus says in the Bible. And that's your conscience.
(we both start laughing like mad)


I LOVE MY SISTER <3.

(one dog is called mickey & mimi)
> mickey is my sister's first thought
>Mimi is my first thought.
So, ciao.

(I have this bitchy talk going in my head in the tone of gossipgirl now. Save me)

Borrrringgg.

i watched a total of 10 episodes of gossip girl today.
That's how bored I am at home.
And suddenly, it is 9:52 at night.
Lucky my papa brought my sister and I to buy CDs/ Eat ice cream.
The ice cream was so yummy. I feel like eating it again now! :)
Well, just to update you on the dogs,
At 3 am last night, they were still barking,
And guess what? They're still barking now. No surprise there.
I shall name them tomorrow.

Oh my goodness.
I must stop blogging at 12midnight sharp.
That's just freaky.
And there are two dogs,not one.
They are quarreling, and they don't realize its 12:09 am.
And they're really loud.
I want to bark back at them and tell them to shut up.
It will work, but my dog will think i'm talking to it.

Quote: 7th September 2008

"Sunday, September 7, 2008

It's currently 1:13 am.
I'm tired, I'm irritated, and I wish I could do things I want to.
I realise that when I actually do get to do things I want to do, it almost immediately becomes insignificant in contributing in anyway to my sense of accomplishment.
Then I'll go missing the whole idea of "studying your head off."
But when you're studying now, oh how boring and annoying it can get.
You'd do anything for anything else.
This goes the same for any other thing.
When its this, you want that.
When you get that, you want something different.
Nothing satisfies your wants. Ever.
Are we really so selfish? Yes. and deep down, YES.
We can get everything we wanted yesterday and still be wanting more today.
The truth in it all makes me frustrated.
I can tell myself that it won't happen again, but it will. "

Yeah, quoting this blog post that i blogged last year,
I do miss studying my head off.
And I can't imagine how bad studying could have been, when laying around at home is the worse thing ever.
I want my results, I want it now, I want to apply for a school,
And I feel like studying something.
I want to feed my brain.
I don't want to feed it with stories from 1949, i want to feed it with knowledge that someone taught me.

The dog is barking outside, and I wish it would shut up.
(i hope my results are good)

George Orwell's 1984
Its political, and its like my history textbook. Only more detailed.
I like it, because I read it knowing I don't have to write an essay on it.
I am expecting the ending to be some kind of twist.

I am fake.

Libera

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
I abandonned Libera once O'levels are over.
I take it back, take it back.
I like Tom and his super amazing voice.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I did my first closing yesterday!
It was fun like fun.
I messed up alot of times, but Rudd can still tell me that "you did well today."
1. I splashed mocha frap on myself (literally)
2. I miss heard mango juice for mango cake.
3. There is more, but i forgot.
Oh yeah, Shafiq/Farik were throwing a bag of coffee beans around.
And I got hit by a coffee bean bag. It wasn't painful ,but i still said ouch.
Oh, ohohohoh.
And later, Farik got hit by a flying towel.
(just so you know, Shafiq was the cause of both hit-and-laugh incidents)
Then after Rudd locked up the shop, they blast music.
And then all three of them start to sing.
but I dont know the song, so i just spray titan and i wipe up abit.
Later on Shafiq tried to sing hoobastank, and he went off.
Then Farik and I started to laugh so bad.
Shafiq: It was intentional!!
While waiting for the delayed transport, we all had starbucks food! Yey!
thats the highlights of my first closing shift.

Okay
I am scared, I am gonna lose, because I have not blogged the long post on my japan trip. haha.
And I have officially abandoned my wuthering heights for George Orwell's 1984.
I will tell you how it goes.
Its supposedly war/political stuff if i am not wrong!
Apparently I still have not touched Vanity fair, and Jane Eyre. Wow, I'm so good at doing this book-ditching thing.
BYE!
(and i am removing the list on the right)