My sister & I went to cut some flowers at our garden just now. (HAHA. I live in a Condo, btw.)
I'm making a Flower Crown for tmr.
*I've just made a Flower Crown for tmr.
What is tmr?
I'm trying my first intentional photography thing & Euphoria's gonna be my subject matter. HAHA.
There's also tennis tmr. We're looking at bags after that.
Omg, why does tomorrow sound so fun?

Proud people make me mad, and usually drive me to study.
I studied for O lvls trying to prove that I'm not stupid...

If only you could stop. hanging. on.

i shouldn't have said the last sentence ytd.

CAUSE.

I'm really failing now. Single-digit fail somemore.

Aren't I a cool kid.

The art room is freaking comforty. (Sorry I felt like using the word "Freaking")

sounds vulgar though.

I'm extremely excited.

Think Im gna try & get a photography job.

It's a part time thing.

I'll get to take wedding photos.

*Squeels*

So anyway.

I'm quite hopeful for my art msa (the theory thing) cause Mrs Kee said I did better than previously.

Previously, I got an S & she gave me an E.

so I'm hopeful.

Anyway, I think I deserve a good grade cause I studied it okay...

& for lit & for econs.

not for math.

I don't deserve a grade for math...

Ms K mentioned 1984 several times in class tday.

Makes me feel like reading the book again!

OMG, I BOUGHT NEW CAMERAS BUT THEN I CANT BARE TO PART WITH MY NIKON.

It's such a dear thing to me.

I miss Julien, abit.

I wonder what she's doing in New york now..

School should've started for her already!

Japanese roommate...

Okay, GOODNIGHT.

I might sleep early today.

I AM GNA FAIL MY MATH MSA TMR. ):

I don't want to!

Cause H1 usually pulls my rank points up.

But I ttly don't know a single thing about coefficient/ linear regression / Logarithms.

Tomorrow is a friday, yeah,yeahyeah!

I'm in love with phoenix.

Took me awhile to realize that.

But I listen to them every morning.

The CD Wanda gave me is in my mom's car. >>:)

Hot.

&&& I can't wait.

Oh yeah, there's a new sweedish art teacher.

Today he came as a visitor, & we only got to say hello to him.

But if tomorrow he comes, I promise I'm going to find out the pronunciation of IKEA.

HOHO.

He has cute harry potter glasses... I like. (Not harry potter, but the glasses)

K bye. I took like.. another hour off studying for my math..

omg, fail then fail lah.

Today, I totally contradicted myself in my econs essay... throughout my econs essay. It's quite dumb actually.

And my lit essay made me realize how unfriendly poems are. You think you got them figured out, and they're totally unrelated to what you thought they were. O:

And I'm a crazy camera freak.

I am slowly filling my dry cabinet up with cameras.

omg.

I really want it.

ART MSA TMR.

:O

Two days ago I survived til 4pm without sleeping,

tonight, I'm already sleepy at 1:47am.

Days are passing by and I feel more and more like just taking a break.

I have a place I go to, you know?

But I don't say out where it is,

I'm afraid it'll be discovered & start to get all crowded.

Don't even talk to me about it.

I was behind the esplanade the other day, I like the view there, very much.

But there were just so many random people.

It's no longer nice when there are people there watching you & wondering what you're doing there, eating cotton candy, looking at the Merlion.

So of course I move off.

I'd rather be at Subway, eating a sandwich than catching whiffs of smoke by the riverside. -_-

Cigarettes and land/cityscapes just kind of clash, to me.

One week ago, we were going to leave Japan.

As expected, I want to go back to where it was cold and comfy.

I always liked the scarf around my neck.

With the exception of one (or two) friends, I've completely given up on.

Maybe I've already done so, a while ago.

There were times I wondered how she went to places alone, did whatever she liked.

Marilynne Robinson wrote in her book, Housekeeping, that "Loneliness is an absolute discovery." (As mentioned before)

It really is.

Last time I checked, we are both now, in completely switched situations.

She discovered it first, & I might get to where she is now, one day.

You were supposed to be a friend.

Nothing more than a friend.

Every one of you.

Maybe, once, so close.

Now lost.

I hope I can make it for a certain concert that only allow above 18-s.

i'm 18 this year, its unfair if i cant go.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I had a really long blog post about my new year,

But I decided not to post it.

In essence,

I had dinner with my family&Parent's friends,

Went to meet Geraldine, Jerome, Chris,Weisong, Dionne, Ben, Jeanette & Melissa

Caught a movie.

Went to Chris' house

Went to Kranji

Went to My aunt's house

Slept at 4pm.

(And I survived w/o coffee o: )

Now moving on to the Cameras I'm buying.

1. The Canon AE-1 (Black) + 50mm f1.8

2. Olympus OM2n+ 50mm f1.4

(pictures taken from google images.)

I'm excited & Happy & broke all at the same time, WOW!

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