crazy,excited,stressed, etc.

This is my last dinner with braces on (I'm so dramatic about the whole thing)
So i decided to snap pictures using my handphone.
The food was good :)
I went to macdonalds tostudy with Elaine, Kayla and Olivia.
It is considered productive, but i was VERY tired.
When i went home. I didnt study at all. \:( -again, i have a new smiley, so dont copy.

"Mummy cheezee!" (show off her new watch.)

I said, "cool mirror! I want to take a picture!"
Nicholas said nothing, but stared at me like this : -.-
(i secretly take a picture)
Vivien says,"Nicholas!come! take picture with me!"
Nicholas replied,"Noo, don't wanttt!"
Mummy exclaimed,"Haha, look at him grinning!"
Rachel (i dont know what), "MY TURN!"
Vivien said," Too bad, my handphone, i wont help you!"
Rachel cried out, "Hey! I helped you to take your picture!"
Nicholas said,"i dont wanntt!"
Vivien snapped a shot.

--END--
PS:Don't you think my brother looks like a korean?

PPS:i give up!

braces

Oh my gosh, my braces is off in two days. TWO DAYS!
(I hope i look good, or i'm gonna wear retainers all the time- although i'm supposed to.)

I am crazy over LIBERA. oh, they are so good!

I should sleep, yes i should. (i'm hungry, and that's a sign.)

Happy childrens day (ten mins early) to all the HAPPY children in the world. Enjoy it while you still can, cause when you turn 16, you are gonna be miserable and stressed up.

OK. bye.(oh yeah, MISS HOE GAVE US A PENCIL EACH.)

I can do it!

I'm studying a lot, here and now.
I don't like studying at home, cause it is so distracting.
Whatever. I don't have much to blog about anyway.
I just basically studied the day away.
I don't want to talk about my depressing results. (hyperbole, please don't think i did THAT bad.)



I miss Olivia,
but I'm not talking to her, she's just there, but Somehow, i choose not to do it.

Mad. (as in angry, mad)

Ok, Actually, i'm not angry. I just feel like saying i'm angry.
But I'm not.

Went out with Olivia and Elaine for lunch today, then we went to daiso (and i spent money on baking stuff) my knee killed me today. (this is a hyperbole. means, i didn't actually die, but my knee, it hurt like hell -another hyperbole. Ok, i'm being irritating. my knee was very[?] painful.)
So, anyway, out of 10, i give myself 1. And the "1" mark itself is a pity mark. This is regarding my studying, i think i cannot study here. so i am gonna attempt to ask if i can study tmr. (outsidE)

bye. (I DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ANYMORE.)

( }: moustache smiley. (copyrighted, cause I CREATED IT.)

Tired, exausted, and in pain.

Once again, dinner conversation was funny.

Nicholas: Oh! mummy, can ask kaka to fry cod fish?
Mummy: (Reading book)
-pause-
Mummy: Huh?
Nicholas: You know, like the spaghetti place? they fry the cod fish with salt and black pepper?
Mummy: ok.
Nicholas:ok, thanks.
-silence-
Mummy: Ok, ok, i buy cod fish lah!
(everyone laugh, cause she suddenly answer the question that was already answered)
Nicholas: Mummy, you're very funny!
Mummy: correct what! you want to eat cod fish right?
Papa: you know, mummy is the only woman i know, that when she walks on the street, people will stop her and tell her she's beautiful.
Mummy: Dont have laa..
Papa: yeah! yeah, its true! Like Aunty Jade's(neighbour) son told her that, "aunty, you're very pretty."
Mummy: Don't have laa..
nicholas, rachel and I:(pause)
Nicholas, rachel, vivien: HUH? but Aunty Jade doesn't have a son!
Papa: Oh, is it? OHOH, Aunty Sapphire(also referring to neighbour)! nono, Aunty diamond lah, aunty diamond. (non-existent neighbour)
everyone: HAHAHAH.
Papa: Even the american guy (referring to some business man)told me, "hey, you married a SUPERMODEL."
Mummy: don't have lah, that guy just tell you that cause to him, you're the Goddess of Money.
-everyone stops-
everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
mummy: God, God. I mean God.
Papa: (start to act gay, HAHA. but i forgot what he said)

Ok, maybe it is not that funny if you read it here.
I'm waiting for monday.
We're gonna submit our art olvl coursework, then we're gonna have ICE CREAMMM.
I missed training today, cause of my leg.
It's extremely painful today. After i washed it with antiseptic water, and applied a (somewhat) thick layer of dettol cream in school. But whatever, I feel more consoled that its healing.

I'm taking off my braces next thursdayyyy! (:
Time passes so fast.

push ugly thoughts to the back of your mind

Today is a depressing day.
Especially when it got to the end of the day. Cause so many bad things happened.
During mother tongue lesson, i made olivia REALLY mad. Cause i broke her drawing crayon pencil thing. Then i tried to make it better by cracking lame jokes about breaking it. Apparently it made it worse. (i'm bad at this) (oh yeah,later on, adina was like: you look flustered. olivia ignores her. adina: I SAID, you look flustered! olivia ignores her again. I think to myself, you;re being stupid to say that kind of things. then suddenly, SHE FANS olivia with her paper. haha, and i start laughing, uncontrollably. but i think to myself: I'm an actress, I'm an actress, and I regain composure.)
After that, i didnt feel like studying at the learning lab anymore, so i wanted to go home, and i called my mummy. And, she asked me to call my sister (Cause my sister was at the bus stop already) so i did that, but my sister did not want to be fetched cause she felt bad. Then I said ok and hung up, but inside, i was really irritated, cause by the time i reached the bus stop, I would have missed MY bus. So annoyed, i walked past the stairs leading to the back of the hall. Then, i was talking to Jesus (that's what I do) and the conversation went like this:
"Why don't you just punish me for breaking Olivia's pencil, and make me miss my bus. Then I can make my sister feel bad about it, and olivia will forgive me." (so angry.)
And just as i said this. i fell.
I usually dont fall. But i fell.
And it wasn't a graze, it was like, WOAH.
I quickly get up, and i look at my wound, and, there is this big oval of white.
I felt disgusted and upset, cause my leg will have a big scar.
I walked back to the toilet, and Natalie accompanied me, only thing is that i was so irritated, i walked faster than her.
Then by the time i got to the bus stop, i was feeling sad and angry. Cause I don't want my leg to be scarred, and i felt irritated that i said such a lousy prayer. so i sniffed. (you can't consider this as crying.) But anyway, this primary school girl i think? she saw me, and she thought i was crying over the wound. and she was looking at me like i can't tolerate pain. well just so you know, i can. I CAN. Then i went up the bus, and everyone was looking at me, and i dont know what they were thinking. but i walked very clumsily, cause i didnt want to touch the handles (dirty) but i had a bad leg. so i couldnt walk properly.
Listened to Vienna boys.
Then I called my sister to apologize for hanging up. (i messaged but she didnt reply)
BAD DAY.
oh well, in the end, olivia forgave me(yey), and my sister and mummy ended up feeling really bad because they think they're to blame for my ugly wound. and I ended up feeling bad that they felt bad, cause it wasnt their fault.
ironies of LIFE.

IN SPITE, ><

Iam totally impressed with my baking skills.
I'm so self-obsessed, but who cares!
So, i baked chocolate chip cookies yesterday. I made two pacts with Olivia, one is that i will bake cookies if we go study today (so that we can eat while we're at it), the other is that i will make her NOT eat at the cafe in the library (cause oh my gosh, the food is so good)
Then I told elaine to come too. (and kayla, but as usual she is BUSY. busybody. haha, good joke)
So i baked yesterday. But the cookies were only revealed to Elaine, Olivia, and Kayla (and me), after school. This is selfish, but we need to protect our cookies until study time. HAHA. If you're sad, indulge in the picture!
Unglam shot of Olivia. (she looks like old woman; liang po po)

Elaine is sad ):Then the cookies are FINISHED. We studied a short while more, then olivia had to go for tuition, so we left, and i'm here now, blogging. (after guitar lesson-i was falling asleep, cause my teacher showed me how to play some songs, and i was tired.)
TEE-SHIRT, TEE-SHIRT. yey. yey. yey.

it somehow annoys us, and yes. it does.