c:

wow

2011-07-02T02:53:00.003+08:00

It's 2:53 &
Im so bored.
I re-read a couple of pages from Home(Marilynne Robinson) for about an hour.
Now I'm just listening to random noises in the house.
It's just a little tiny bit creepy.

Anyway at the bird park on Tues I bought a penguin pen & decided to call it PENguin because it is special and it's all smooooth on paper so. I figured naming it would be the best reward I can give a to a pen. heehee

uhm...
ok! I think I'm done with this post.

I'm Backkkk~

2011-06-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hello my pals
I'm back to blog.
(Only I dont think there's anyone here to read this. Maybe I'll link this to my facebook or something!)

Only just now I read about Pottermore.
o m g.
I felt a teeny tiny bit guilty cuz I kind of read all of her books on my kindle...

Going to make my guitar strap now.

A really short post but uhm.
I've not been typing to myself in a lonnggggg time.

Tee hee hee.

2011-06-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

2011-02-22T04:07:00.001+08:00

I dont have much to say now!
I guess I'm really happy :-)

c:

2011-01-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

I'm off to Thailand tomorrow.

Excited about life & all its prospects :-)

I like :-) this smiley cause it makes the smile look draggy.
so if im really happy, this works :-)
and if im really sad, this works :-(

I,I,I went to tokyo!

2010-12-19T21:12:00.003+08:00

Hello!:)
We're nearing the end of our Japan trip.
It has been fun. loads of shopping.
Very different from Osaka though.
But today, where we went (Kamakura), the place just oozed coziness!
Rlly love that feeling. A vibe that the city doesn't carry at all.
Personally, I prefer& love such places, regardless the amount of time it takes to get there.
It's definitely worth the travel. . .
And I get to indulge in Harry Potter.
o.m.g.
Firqin ,Wanda , Rachel and Evan were right in forcing me to watch the 1st part of the 7th movie in the theatre.
The book is incredible.
+ my kindle
& my mighty-bright light.
Goodness in my hands~~~!

I'm aiming read the 6th book on the plane.
Finish the 5th by tomorrow or something.

And when I get back.
I'm going to fix myself in front of an LCD screen and kill zombies.
excited.

Then I have a camp and then I have a job which is a sewing stuff job.
Mix all this stuff & You'll find that:
I'm becoming a weirdo.
(not that I wasn't weird to begin with)--now, now I should stop complimenting myself c:

GOODNIGHT!

vv is like ^^

2010-12-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

Today I bought a Mighty Bright booklight for my kindle.
yeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
---> Joy & happiness.
I can really read my kindle anywhere&anytime now. :)
My mom told me a guy on the bus remarked to his wife: "Wah, got lamp all" (in malay)

I also bought a box-ish clutch/bag thing,
It is so pretty. pretty!

Oh wow, I'm shopping so much my blog can be a list of things I bought. aha.

& I'm so hooked onto Harry Potter that I started reciting Hermoine's lines in the toilet.
As Rachel (chng) would say: "WHAT THE."

I'm also craving turkey every other hour. $$$ And I eat Steak and Ice cream with little qualms about putting on weight. Until this afternoon, when I really went, "Woah, are you sure you want ice cream?" (btw, I alread finished the steak at that point in time) & forced myself to picture the soon-to-be reality of me & an actual tummy that bulges out. sigh. Everyone says it won't happen, but I think its happening. o:

With 4% of battery life left, I think I better go.

'til tmr, goodbye! :)

Harry Potter

2010-12-05T00:54:00.004+08:00

A lvls are O-v-e-r,
I'm now reading Harry Potter.
To be exact, I'm on the third book.

Ytd Char& I sent Gerri off at the airport
We all had breakfast tgthr ( + her mom )
We watched a film called "The white ribbon"
It's a German film, done in b/w & a picturehouse movie.
& that's how we ended up being the only two in the theatre on a Friday morning.

At one point, we started taking photos.
Figured the silhouette of our feet would be lovely against the screen.
& Also agreed that the pastor in the movie resembled Char's Dad. largely. c:
& didn't heed Gerri's advice on running around the cinema during the movie. ^^

Today, we had a mega-feast at Jem's.
(ok it wasn't mega, only EXTREMELY yummy)
we had turkey, salad, spaghetti, etc.
basically, 'scrumptious'--to sum it up.
& a round of Cranium . . .

I know why

2010-11-10T19:38:00.003+08:00

I want to be an Artist

Because so often am I misunderstood,
That I want to be heard without a contest.
Yet, I have to be silent-
This is what I struggle with, being true.

So much unlike you.

It's okay that we're different.
But not when the rest of the world
think otherwise, you lie

To everybody.
And even as you read this.

it's ending soon!

2010-11-03T14:46:00.001+08:00

I've been extremely bothered by the lack of distinction between right and wrong. Selflessness /selfishness.

So tired of making choices.

It's tough to tell what's right sometimes

2010-10-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hi Julien, if you're reading this.
I didn't reply your email for about a month.
I haven't disappeared though,
& We have something in store for you c:

Uh Basically my current life=essays
So. There. Final blog post until after everything's over!

2010-09-06T21:12:00.003+08:00

Hi, almost a month since Ive blogged
Been v busy with art&stuff.
Hopefully it turns out well.
I'm trping in short sentences
Studying's killing my mood.
I want everything to end,
It's going to, soon
Makes me happy$

We have not eaten the Giant Cracker Nicholas has.

2010-08-11T00:50:00.001+08:00

it's vacuum packed$

Gr8 night.

2010-08-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

Imperial Treasure with Olivia
Then a rlly long walk$
Then everything ended/

2010-08-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

A real quicky cause i have about 7% of battery life left & I'm super lazy to get the charger...
It's 3m away, I think I'm lousy.

Okay I'm thinking what I should type here & now it's down to 5%

4%

okay. I think this is the pathetic post you're getting today.

Goodnightttt~~!

Hoping is enough$ (+Effort)

2010-08-05T00:58:00.007+08:00

Today ____ came into the Art Room to give us a talk
(Cause _____ is a complain-king)
((I purposefully chose "Complain-king" because it's a Singaporean thing and he's foreign,
&I just decided that I wanted to emphasize the dichotomy$$$))
He doesn't absorb what we say sometimes.
(But then he isn't a sponge) (: (: (:
((even sponges can't absorb words))
I think he gave ____ the impression that the other two teachers left because we were being difficult... This isn't cool at all.
They absolutely didn't leave because of us.
If anything, they liked us all$$$
(And we liked them too)
But if I were to be understanding, I ttly know where he's coming from.
Nonono, I shall be understanding.& he's probably worried (abit obvious) that we're extremely(understatement) behind.
Because we are worried for ourselves too!
(I used blanks in the beginning because Ms K found Danielle's blog once & there was a post on some school-related thing, I think it's better if I kept their names anonymous.$)

But overall, tdy was a good day.
It was the best day of the week.
& was declared the best day of the week last Sunday.

eyepatch

2010-08-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

I don't know whyyy, when I type the letter 'e' in the 'Title' textbox, the word 'eyepatch' comes up$
It's funny,I'm trying to recall what I blogged about.

In the meanwhile...(I'll probably cheat&search my old posts)
I just got invited to Talia's 1st birthday party! c:
I think Gene think's I'm crzy over her cause he's sending me pictures of her, it's quite insane/

I just told Wanda:
Vivien says: (AM 12:07:05)
i like big big breaks not small small($)
.
.
.
further down the conversation,
wanda says: (AM 12:08:33)
hahaha i have no idea how to continue this weird cutesy convo

&
wanda says: (AM 12:09:41)
hahah you actually sound caveman ish

I appreciated the comment&thanked her because Cavemen were quite brilliant in the pre-historic era$$

On a side note,
God has been kind.
4 P.E lessons have been canceled!
& he told that he wouldn't be in school on Wednesday (5th p.e lesson)
At this rate NAPFA = chicken.

aww!

2010-07-22T00:43:00.001+08:00

okay omg, I realized the jellyfish photo can only make you go WOWZA if its viewed super large. It just looks like a blob of blurry light or something. (at least it wouldnt get stolen, heehee)

I love everything, however it ends up !

2010-07-22T00:31:00.003+08:00

So anyway right,
after 2 years the SB district manager is still the same woman
Cause one day I was studying in Starbucks with Gerri & I saw her sitting outside, smoking a cigarette (as cool as she gets)
Random but I just thought that. (I was avoiding eye-contact...She probably wouldn't remember me cause I cut my hair, but I'm sure she would if I hadn't.)

Hello, have a nice day at work! :)
I really don't like the idea of releasing part of my super jellyfish photos (taken with an SLR) on the net...
But I thought if it could make you go WOW then here is just one of the few photos, please enjoy it :)
(This image is super copyrighted okay)

1918 Mood: Optimistic

2010-07-19T19:18:00.002+08:00

about everything in this rlly big world c:

2156 mood:deep into the ocean

2010-07-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

I have Jesus. And a ♥(heart)too.

1236, mood:Melancholy

2010-07-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

I miss you but then I cant remember you
So how?

Last paper tomorrow, (or later)

1257:Mood: Hungry

2010-07-07T00:57:00.001+08:00

(I WANT TO EAT NOWWW)
Okay,
today I spent 1hr in Gramophone choosing from boxes and boxes of CDs.
Outcome:
1. Idlewild;Warnings/promises (4.95)
2. The Magic Numbers;The Magic Numbers (2.95)
3. The Magic Numbers; Those the brokes (3.95)
4. The Stands; horsefabulous(4.95)
They aren't awesome-incredible (yet?) but yes. They're not like ZERO material.
Im quite happy with the prices and my added Obscure CD collection c:

Ohman,
I can't believe I'm saying this,
but I'm too hungry to blog...

&The sun may never shine.

2010-07-04T02:05:00.004+08:00

Following my superb header photo of when I had rlly precious hair,
I've posted a photo of me in my current.
(super candid...)
The Tennis Team had a farewell steamboat dinner for Susanne&Wei Yan...Auf Wiedersehen! (Goodbye in German)
& No, that's ttly not said because Germany won Argentina tnight.
(And it's my first&last time watching the world cup, I think)

I sill dont get how its fun besides the exciting slow-mo. bits c:

I bought a Bon Iver CD tday...

I woke up at 2pm.
I had a dream last night.
It was stupid, is stupid.
Apparently dreams have quite an impact on me.
So what I thought I left behind, I'm being confronted with, once again.

2010-06-30T16:44:00.000+08:00

I intend to get Tim Walker's book this Sunday,
It's been months since I've wanted it,
Too long a decision...
And they don't even let you browse it. Rlly xcited

Now I'm just doing math. I hope I can do rlly well& solve all the qns.

K so sleepy. Can't wait for As to be done!

2010-06-29T22:22:00.001+08:00

I flicked my head too hard or something during the paper :(
Means that...
I have an aching neck now.
It's too uncommon for it to be happening to me.

I love MUJI products. $

i feel like i'm waiting for something to pass/happen

2010-06-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

That day when oli&kayla asked about people&breaktime(s)
I really couldn't tell them anything about my breaks.
What do I do during breaks anyway?

I'm feeling more&more distant & I'm like ok with it? Its too strange. I suddenly became apathetic. How come!

I'm going to make a long list of things (Nat's suggestion)

2010-06-24T11:27:00.000+08:00

I will work hard& not be afraid of still doing badly cause at most I'll just cry my eyes out$

i can't decide if i like solitude or not...

2010-06-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

Rlly good day.

2010-06-21T22:32:00.003+08:00

Ohno, I'm really sad tonight's over.

It's like I rediscovered companionship.

I'm so happy with tonight.

I miss Olivia&Kayla(&Elaine) so so much.

&Everything that we used to do together.

(especially trying to step on&kill each other's shadows)

Can't wait for when we bake @ Kayla's house. c:

I'm glad Kayla's here until Aug. America is so far away...

Then I am really looking fwd to Julien's return!

FringeII now, then we're watching Inglorious Basterds(blueray) on the 40inch.

Sat,June 19th.

2010-06-19T14:49:00.002+08:00

Sunday, March 30, 2008
It's working,
My first CD WALKMAN is working.
believe it or not!
it's been 7 years.
and the sound quality is still good.(:
I am using it because my ipod is updating!
Now i realise how i miss this thing!
-------

I know how I like to quote stuff from my previous posts and all.
But this is such a valuable post because...
Because my precious relic has kapooted on me.
I'm really devastated (although I may sound like I'm being dramatic)

My mom offered to buy a new portable cd player for me.
And of course I said no. It's not the same.
Its not the same like how it's not the same if I replace my Meg&Dia CD cover with a new one just cause somebody cracked it.
oops.
Now I sound whiny&petty. heehee

Wait there was something more important I had to say before alllllll these.
.
.
.
Oh yeah.
I think JC has made me a pessimist.
I don't believe in my capabilities as much as I used to in Secondary school.
This is obviously a bad thing, and I feel like quitting.
(but then I think about the Episode--i think in season4, where Meredith Grey went to a psychiatrist and the lady was so forceful and told her in her face that she was a quitter. and Meredith was all: I'm not a quitter. & Because Meredith didn't like the idea of being a quitter. I Shall not like the idea of being a quitter as well.)

I sound like one of the kids in Bigbangtheory where they draw references to startrek&stuff.
Only theirs is more accurate.
I should work towards more specific references to grey's.
Goodnight I'm going to sleep now.

HappybirthdayMAMA.

2010-06-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

Geraldine's admitting now (finally) that she may cry (regarding George's Death) and that she doesnt want to watch it with me anymore (Cause she won't laugh at me cause i wont be the only one crying like mad.)

It is so super officiallllll. Gerri's my Grey's Kaki
As I'm blogging she says "I give up I'm watching again. I'm too emotionally drained to integrate stuff"

$$$$
Anw, I realized I have a couple of shots from the rolls I used in Japan that I find are super wowowowoow shots. They're of jellyfishes, but I think they're so incredible that I am scared to show it to anyone. :>

Am I sel(jelly)fish or what!
(I'm talking about this because I am missing photography ttm)

Sidenote:
The final line has been drawn. and it is so final that the reason that the line has been drawn doesnt even exist anymore. I'm so freakin' serious.

eyepatch

2010-06-17T02:35:00.002+08:00

I don't want my deadblog, I want my aliveblog.
So I'm blogging now.

I really want a bicycle.
Found one that I liked v much tdy.
It costs S$2,000
Immediately striked it off my wishlist...

Tdy I stumbled upon joy.
It's so inspiring&pressurizing at the same time.

Tdy is one of those days I feel like crawling under the covers and hiding there until whenever I feel like coming out.
It's also one of those days I feel like running bare-footed on a massive grass patch(so massive you wouldn't even call it a patch) and lying down somewhere in the middle of it.
When it rains I can step on muddy ground because I feel that it's somehow clean. The feeling is organic&refreshing. I discovered this feeling sometime earlier this year.$$$

The rain was so heavy ... apparently Orchard Road was flooded.
I was sleeping.
I woke up. and then I thought of the things I felt like doing.
Then there were the things I had to do.
so I slept some more.

Just when I thought my bodyclock had bigbig issues,
it's only 3am and I'm so tired already.
We're catching breakfast later at 8am.
So I guess I should sleep now.

:'(

2010-06-16T01:54:00.003+08:00

I sound like one of those heart-struck teens when they watch twilight,
but this is different.
[spoiler alert, don't read beyond this line if you don't like spoilers]
We're talking George 'O malley here.

Dec 6 2008:
We're coming to the end of Grey's Anatomy season 2!
There is this annoying woman who is in love with George. I can't stand her, she's just not compatible with him. They should have chosen some other woman.
And Meredith is so mean to George unintentionally, I don't really like her.
And George is also being so annoying, just try to forgive Meredith already!
And Derek is being unreasonable.
--------
I'm broken. I am so superbly broken on the inside.
My heart hurts so bad I think this isn't normal.

I ended at season 5,
couldn't just wait for the season 6 dvd, so... I sneaked a peak at a video on youtube. Seriously, I felt like it ripped my heart into a million pieces.

Sigh, sigh, sigh.
Grey's Anatomy is just so dear to me.

$$$

2010-06-07T22:05:00.004+08:00

Wowowowow, it's been ages.
I was quite busy with season&all (we won 3rd, heehee)

I'm in the middle of Grey's anatomy season4/5. (yes I'm watching them at the same time)
Only Channel 5 ttly changed the airing time to some other, & I don't know when. I'm at the part where Derek just made out with his nurse (Whats her name again?) I don't like her. I don't like the look of her. And I know in season 5 she slashed his hand on purpose. She should go to jail.

Studied at Suntec today.
Picked out new spectacles since I broke my old one. The ugly white one.$

I'm in love with Lisa Hannigan's/lisa Mitchell's voice, so prettty.
Anw, It is just a coincidence that they have the same first names.

ok. Goodnight.

Lalalalala.

2010-04-25T23:02:00.002+08:00

ok. FB(lessthansign)twitter.

I'm becoming more geeky i think.

Not in a I want to study way, but in a I wna watch documentaries and read up on random stuff kind of way.

Another thing that bothers me is that

I keep thinking Im over it when I'm clearly not...

2010-04-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

No lah, I am truly happy.

I know so.

I am happy$

2010-04-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

I am happy. or at least I think I am.

I can't distinguish falsely claiming to be happy & really being happy.

It sounds pathetic, but I think it doesn't really matter. $

(I wrote this on the 14th but didn't post it)

2010-04-14T16:10:00.001+08:00

I didn't attend school ytd and tday.
I was having some kind of weird thing. Its not exactly flu, but I just classified it as flu to make things less complicated.

I slept a lot...
I didn't do very well for bts. But I'm ok with it.
I understand why I didn't do very well.

I should have considered you.
Omg. This week up to today is too horrible.
Everything from now on will be better!

I cannot any furtherrr.

2010-04-11T21:11:00.007+08:00

I miss you so, so much.
& keep thinking when was the last time I saw you...

But I can't remember.(keep thinking how she's like,

maybe compare myself a little bit...
see how we're different.
&Hope she's so much more than I am.)

SOMETIMES I SHOULD CONTROL MYSELF.

2010-04-06T20:33:00.003+08:00

Ohman, school was nutz today.

I think its because I fell asleep at 12 last night, then I woke up at 4:30, realized that I slept with my contacts (Still wearing them) and I didn't brush my teeth (ew, yucks.) & also that I;ve not done much of my art. So I never went back to sleep.

I'm turning in early today.

Watched the soccer match with Moses. (HAHA.) we both wanted to go for the Lit mastery(remedial) but our names were not in the list. So anw. I was quite excited cause I've never watched any soccer matches (apart from one girls soccer match) before. So. That was like. A first time thing. And I can't get over the bottle thing. and the lane thing.

ohhhh! &&& I know moses won't read my blog, but he's blackmailing/"egging-on" is just funny.

Earlier on in school i did some retarded thing. Ohmama. It's just so silly. I don't know how I'm going t forgive myself. hahahahahaha. HAHAHA. ok.

I'm going to watch the hockey match on friday.

I've never watched a single hockey match in MY LIFE. so that's another first.

Eh how come I never talk about studying anymore?

I shall study. When I get home tmr.

which is probably late.

Cause I'm gna watch whip it w Vincent/Rachel/i-dont-know-who-else-is-going.

Wow my eyes are really tired. I'm feeling scared of taking my contacts out. ):

K, I shall take a shower.

Greatnight t you all.

Ps: I paid attention in Econs lecture. :) (happykidface)

OH, hi again.

2010-04-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

I was just thinking how sad it is that we are all part of being forgotten.
Like maybe you remember something with someone in it,
yet it can be so unimportant and trivial to that someone?

zzzzz. This wedding is making me bored
& I'm beginning to think too much.
Darn.

Lalala.

2010-04-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

"You are my sweetest downfall,
I loved you first,
I loved you first."
(Samson-regina spektor)

I'm serious about leaving EVERYTHING behind.

I'm just too lazy to talk about whatever that happened,
And. I don't want anyone to judge me.
I know I'll have to say it out one day.
(Since I've alr promised someone-
if you're reading this you'll know its you.)

Sometimes I feel tired but I seem too happy to care.
Even I, think I'm strange.

FRANZ FERDINANNDDD.

2010-04-03T17:32:00.002+08:00

nah, phoenix is still the best. They MUST come soon. to Sg. I don't care if there's Alvls the next day, I'll go. REALLY. (But it'd be good if they came like... before of after As. Thank you v much!)

2010-04-03T00:47:00.003+08:00

ok, I didn't do the case study I was talking about.

I'm really thankful for the past 40days & how much I've grown spiritually is just amazing.

I think I've managed to set my priorities in life.

And I've also met like so many wonderful people, ahh.

I really feel happy.

I feel that what I've learnt most is to let go.

2010-03-30T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today was so. wearisome.

But I'm feeling happy & excited for life concert.

Three days till my facebook fast is officially o-v-e-r. :)

I WILL PRESS ON AND DO ONE ECONS CASE STUDY WITH JESUS' HELP!

Oh, Enlightened!

2010-03-19T18:20:00.005+08:00

I was looking at my posts.

And I figured that I need to blog properly.

Wanda, Edna, Isabella & I went for both Au Revoir Simone & St.Vincent on Sunday/Monday respectively.

They were all incredible. Only St.Vincent's performance totally impressed me to the largest extent any concert has ever done before. (Just that I've only been to three concerts including theirs) How Annie Clark set a new standard, because her music was not stripped down to an acoustic set, but instead MUCH more satisfying than her album. The best part is that I've never even listened to her before the session. (So now, I keep comparing her album to her performance, and how her tracks totally doesn't reflect her vocal quality.) I really like that such artistes put in the effort to give a good show.

Apart from that, we met her the day before at Au Revoir Simone's concert.

Ahh.

Today we had service learning.

We went to a child care place. It was the most enjoyable service learning in all CIP history.

(Ok. Is it me or am I an extremist today!)

After that, everyone was just tired.

"God is love"-1 John 4:8

"Love is patient & kind, love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things." 1 corinthians 13:4.

Yesterday Andrea pointed out these verses to me & told me if "God is love," we can substitute "Love" as "God" in the second verse. (Wowwzaaaa)

(Before that, we had really good pizza lunch at greenwood & everyone treated me cause they were all older&working. Ohmama.)

Okay. Another post, another time!

I've almost forgotten about it.

2010-03-07T23:28:00.001+08:00

2010-03-07T23:16:00.002+08:00

Art is. frustrating.
I like it, but it just is.

2010-03-05T12:47:00.000+08:00

Last night, my mother told me that she knew what kind of person I am very well and that I have my own way of thinking. "You'll never follow anyone, you do what you want & not for anyone"
I thought: wow.

Happy birthday koji! Loveeeee you :)
Olivia, I'm really grateful that somehow we ended up sitting next to each other in chinese class... Art class... :)

2010-03-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

The past week has been surreal.

I feel like I'm drifting.

I feel like I keep spacing out.

I feel dead.

Then the other part of me is alive.

I feel like I have a reason to live,

And that I have something I feel attached to.

Which makes everything else seem so... unimportant.

I need to, have to study!

Starting tonight.

I promise! (Cause everything is starting to pile up ): )

OH FREAK. I LOVE TIM WALKER.

2010-03-03T11:05:00.001+08:00

My Art Teacher accepted my idea.

2010-02-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

Oh, Yey!

Escape&Entrapment

2010-02-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

2010-02-23T21:51:00.003+08:00

It reminds me that two things cannot be in one place.

If I choose Him, then nothing can overcome what He has set out for me in this life.

I choose to love Him, & I don't ever want to be apart again.

Ahhh, I should study some...

2010-02-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

Does it matter?

2010-02-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

I watched a documentary on a shipwreck today.

I think it's great how someone hasn't forgotten the value of something so lost in the past.

Actually researched on it for 40 years.

I'm awed.

2010-02-18T21:29:00.002+08:00

Today Firqin&I went to watch Percy Jackson & the lightning thief--A last min decision.

I like it cause:

a. The guy looks good

b. It's like modern Greek mythology or sth. & I like Greek Mythology. (although i only know so much about it, cause the school library decides not to have anything on greek Mythology, specifically)

Anw, the Tarzan-gorilla looking guy, (who i find CUTE) didn't get into the top 24. I'm so sad. Cause i find he did better than the other 16 year old who got in, even though he forgot the whole chunk of lyrics ):

Then & Again,

I'm going to root for Casey James. Solely based on his singing/(super)guitar abilities.

& for the girls side, I really want Didi to win.

Today is so... special.

I was in the car in the morning,

and I wanted to hear a song (can't rmb the title)

so, anw, I suddenly thought: If the devil is real, he'll totally make that song play next.

OMG. I freaked out the next second (in my mind) like I was like crapcrapcrap. Why did I think that. Nononononnonoonoo, the next song will NOT be the song that I wanted to hear.

I forgot about it within the next 30 seconds. (I DONT KNOW HOW)

It was halfway into the next song that I realized they were playing footprints in the sand.

Isn't that just so special?

&I went to school & they announced that there were auditions for Life concert.

& I've decided to go, cause of what happened in the morning, and I don't care if its called coincidence, I want to acknowledge it.

I find it amazing how when I care/think about how my relationship with Jesus is crappy, everything always comes together. I don't know how to explain it.

It always happens, somehow.

okay, GOODNIGHT.

You will die you will die you will die (haha, kidding)

2010-02-16T21:22:00.007+08:00

Art is such a dread lately, when I think of the lessons itself.

The teacher is strict.

It's demanding, since the previous teacher had an opposite approach.

& I find that he's unclear about "the task" sometimes.

But ohwell.

We'll get used to it.

Edna, wanda & I went to (kiwi) Jam today.

This was our best take on DC4C's I will follow you into the dark.

(It's still quite bad..)

cause I didn't know how to sing the second part. HAHA.

If you're nice, you'll stop the song like halfway to save us our face. yey!

We tried harmonies later,

but ehhh....

I'll post another video soon on us doing harmonies! :)

Anw, we were being so super annoying.

I think the guy outside was like really pissed off at us laughing like mad.

Angry guy: What's that? (points to Edna's ukulele)

Wanda: A Ukulele?

Angry guy: ........So you guys were doing a Death Cab cover using a Ukulele? (rhetorical question)

Vivien: uhhh, yah....

That aside, I feel sleepy, & I shall consider sleeping at 11pm. or 10:30pm or 10pm. Depends.

I LIKE THIS WEEK & EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN THIS WEEK.

A step closer, a step further.

2010-02-13T20:20:00.005+08:00

Just cause it didn't turn out the way they wanted it to.

Plain Shallow.

Rome, rome, rome, rome.

2010-02-06T20:30:00.002+08:00

I like school on certain days.
Most of the times, days when there's no H1, cause I really don't like H1...
I really need to start studying. A.s.a.p.
Okay, I'm so in the mood, that I'm going to study a little now.
BYE.

2010-01-29T23:02:00.002+08:00

My sister & I went to cut some flowers at our garden just now. (HAHA. I live in a Condo, btw.)
I'm making a Flower Crown for tmr.
*I've just made a Flower Crown for tmr.
What is tmr?
I'm trying my first intentional photography thing & Euphoria's gonna be my subject matter. HAHA.
There's also tennis tmr. We're looking at bags after that.
Omg, why does tomorrow sound so fun?

Proud people make me mad, and usually drive me to study.
I studied for O lvls trying to prove that I'm not stupid...

If only you could stop. hanging. on.

2010-01-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

i shouldn't have said the last sentence ytd.

CAUSE.

I'm really failing now. Single-digit fail somemore.

Aren't I a cool kid.

The art room is freaking comforty. (Sorry I felt like using the word "Freaking")

sounds vulgar though.

I'm extremely excited.

Think Im gna try & get a photography job.

It's a part time thing.

I'll get to take wedding photos.

*Squeels*

So anyway.

I'm quite hopeful for my art msa (the theory thing) cause Mrs Kee said I did better than previously.

Previously, I got an S & she gave me an E.

so I'm hopeful.

Anyway, I think I deserve a good grade cause I studied it okay...

& for lit & for econs.

not for math.

I don't deserve a grade for math...

Ms K mentioned 1984 several times in class tday.

Makes me feel like reading the book again!

OMG, I BOUGHT NEW CAMERAS BUT THEN I CANT BARE TO PART WITH MY NIKON.

It's such a dear thing to me.

I miss Julien, abit.

I wonder what she's doing in New york now..

School should've started for her already!

Japanese roommate...

Okay, GOODNIGHT.

I might sleep early today.

I AM GNA FAIL MY MATH MSA TMR. ):

2010-01-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

I don't want to!

Cause H1 usually pulls my rank points up.

But I ttly don't know a single thing about coefficient/ linear regression / Logarithms.

Tomorrow is a friday, yeah,yeahyeah!

I'm in love with phoenix.

Took me awhile to realize that.

But I listen to them every morning.

The CD Wanda gave me is in my mom's car. >>:)

Hot.

&&& I can't wait.

Oh yeah, there's a new sweedish art teacher.

Today he came as a visitor, & we only got to say hello to him.

But if tomorrow he comes, I promise I'm going to find out the pronunciation of IKEA.

HOHO.

He has cute harry potter glasses... I like. (Not harry potter, but the glasses)

K bye. I took like.. another hour off studying for my math..

omg, fail then fail lah.

2010-01-19T18:50:00.002+08:00

Today, I totally contradicted myself in my econs essay... throughout my econs essay. It's quite dumb actually.

And my lit essay made me realize how unfriendly poems are. You think you got them figured out, and they're totally unrelated to what you thought they were. O:

And I'm a crazy camera freak.

I am slowly filling my dry cabinet up with cameras.

omg.

I really want it.

ART MSA TMR.

2010-01-03T01:46:00.002+08:00

Two days ago I survived til 4pm without sleeping,

tonight, I'm already sleepy at 1:47am.

Days are passing by and I feel more and more like just taking a break.

I have a place I go to, you know?

But I don't say out where it is,

I'm afraid it'll be discovered & start to get all crowded.

Don't even talk to me about it.

I was behind the esplanade the other day, I like the view there, very much.

But there were just so many random people.

It's no longer nice when there are people there watching you & wondering what you're doing there, eating cotton candy, looking at the Merlion.

So of course I move off.

I'd rather be at Subway, eating a sandwich than catching whiffs of smoke by the riverside. -_-

Cigarettes and land/cityscapes just kind of clash, to me.

One week ago, we were going to leave Japan.

As expected, I want to go back to where it was cold and comfy.

I always liked the scarf around my neck.

With the exception of one (or two) friends, I've completely given up on.

Maybe I've already done so, a while ago.

There were times I wondered how she went to places alone, did whatever she liked.

Marilynne Robinson wrote in her book, Housekeeping, that "Loneliness is an absolute discovery." (As mentioned before)

It really is.

Last time I checked, we are both now, in completely switched situations.

She discovered it first, & I might get to where she is now, one day.

You were supposed to be a friend.

Nothing more than a friend.

Every one of you.

Maybe, once, so close.

Now lost.

I hope I can make it for a certain concert that only allow above 18-s.

i'm 18 this year, its unfair if i cant go.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T22:31:00.005+08:00

I had a really long blog post about my new year,

But I decided not to post it.

In essence,

I had dinner with my family&Parent's friends,

Went to meet Geraldine, Jerome, Chris,Weisong, Dionne, Ben, Jeanette & Melissa

Caught a movie.

Went to Chris' house

Went to Kranji

Went to My aunt's house

Slept at 4pm.

(And I survived w/o coffee o: )

Now moving on to the Cameras I'm buying.

1. The Canon AE-1 (Black) + 50mm f1.8

2. Olympus OM2n+ 50mm f1.4

(pictures taken from google images.)

I'm excited & Happy & broke all at the same time, WOW!

2009-12-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

I really am convinced no one understands me.

2009-12-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Japan! :)

Have not blogged in a while, so I should.

Today I sacrificed movies I have been longing to watch secretly like :My Fair Lady. Okay, that was only one movie, but I also wanted to watch The Secret Garden.

The Secret Garden (I'm talking about the 1993 film adaptation of the novel by Frances Hodgson Burnett.) was my favourite movie when I was 9-ish. (Then Back to the Secret Garden came out-- the sequel & I also liked it cause the girl was pretty.)

I bought the kiddy adaptation of the book from borders, but failed terribly at completing the book!

And my point is, I gave it all up for my lit text: Housekeeping. (How could I have resisted Airplane movies right?!)

by Marilynne Robinson

She has several quotes that I liked very much. (Cause its partly related to my Art coursework Theme)

"Memory is the sense of loss, and loss pulls us after it"

"Memories are by nature fragmented, isolated & arbitrary as glimpses one has at night through lighted windows."

Then like, on a more personal note:

"...Because, once alone, it is impossible to believe that one could ever have been otherwise. Loneliness is an absolute discovery..."

I don't think I know the book very well, but I'm just struck how she can come up with such nice-sounding sentences that have so much truth in them.

Like Anatole Broyard from The New York Times commented(this is totally ripped off from the back cover),

"Here's a first novel that sounds as if the author has been treasuring it up all her life......"

The whole book is filled with sadness. but its not really the heavy kind of sadness like the kind you'd get from reading the bell jar.

Okay. I rambled a lot about a book that I'll probably fail for.

1. I didn't study anything like I said I would.

2. I didn't make anything like I said I would.

I BOUGHT MANY THINGS FROM JAPAN. *guilty*

GOODBYE GERALDINE, SEE YOU AFTER CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

I won't say it out loud.

2009-12-07T03:21:00.003+08:00

I'm on episode ninety-something.
Sometimes watching stuff just makes you forget everything,
It helps.
I'm beginning to wonder when this will stop.

I wrote down the things I had to do yesterday
& IT'S A LONG LIST.
I haven't even done any.
I'm already panicking.
but I still don't think I'll do much.
OMG. DEJA VU. Goodness!
I was about to say: IT IS SO EASY TO PROCASTINATE, WHY!
Didn't I say that yesterday?
Yes I did.

&Didn't I say that before?
Then why can't I?

Today's date makes me think of Bestest-best.
I wanted to believe it.
This year just made me lose the little hope left in me.
I did so many things alone & was okay with it.

2009-12-06T01:24:00.003+08:00

I still take a long time to put on my contacts.

Naruto is becoming part of my life. OMG.
Okay, not the Character, but the show.
I'm on ep. 79 ^^

I feel like studying school stuff.
But then, I have to study my Jap.
& I bet tomorrow, when Jap is over, I won't do school work.
IT'S SO EASY TO PROCASTINATE, WHY!!

Ps: My art blog is also on hold just cause I'm waiting for my labels to arrive. TSK.

Everything is unproductive but Naruto.

Okay, I got a blister hole in my feet.
Heh, not as big as honeybunny's one, luckily.

Squeeze my heart ):<

2009-12-03T20:51:00.002+08:00

I recently feel like I want to find The soundtrack of my life.
If I were to replay like snippets of my life in my head,
then I want a song (or songs) that would "say it all"

I've been eating alot these few days...
But I'm not chubby yet.

I'm a sweet potato today. (PS: only wansing would know what this means, i think!)

I sing to CHEERUP but today, i picked up my guitar and one of the strings broke.
Saddd.

Went t study with Honeybunny(Charmaine), LBC Left Science chicken Cyborg toot (Geraldine) & Jiheon today.

I call it quite successful cause at least i know several sentence structures now. (I studied my japanese)

I don't know, but today, I think I'm going forward.
Everything else is going into my coursework.

THANKYOUGOODBYE.

2009-11-29T23:28:00.004+08:00

Don't Miss, then don't miss.

Omg, My Japanese exam is on the following monday
& Today I failed the listening practice like by a whole lot.
Makes me nervous! I'm going to study, cause I really don't wish to fail.

Ohh, I tried my contacts yesterday!
It took me two hours. Precious shopping time- gone!
I wanted to give up halfway! Then I told the lady, "Can I stop trying please???"
And she said, "no, don't give up!"
And so I want to thank her on my blog.
I still think contact lenses are just a little bit freaky!
Can you imagine the first person who tried using contacts?
Anyway, I feel its quite silly I got my contacts now, and not like, three weeks ago.
There's no more school, so it's kinda LAME. (no its not)

Yey, Geraldine & I are gonna have a movie marathon soon!
ON THE TOPIC OF WHAT A GREAT FRIEND SHE IS.
Compilation of names Geraldine & I have
1.) LBC, RBC (secret doubles code)
2.) Science student, Arts student
3.) Toot, Boob
4.) Cyborg, Monkey
5.) Kitchen & Chicken.

The current one is Toot and Boob.
I'm Boob & she's Toot.
(Cause I'm sexier, just kidding)

The fourth kind is coming out soon. omgomgomg, so excited!
I want to book tickets for it's premiere in Sg. I want to be the first batch of people who screams (or not) in the theatre for this show!

Update!

2009-11-20T23:47:00.003+08:00

My computer's hard disk got problem ):<
Now I'm waiting for it to be sent in after my dad comes back from his business trip.
School's finally over.
I'm trying to force myself to start studying.
I always end up thinking about coursework, going online to search a little, and then suddenly, I'm doing something else with the internet. Heehee.
Or I pack my room halfway and leave.
Japan in less than a month!
I really want to start on my coursework now, so that I won't have so much to worry about next year.
Oh, I just remembered! I had a blog post on my sis's/ my birthday but I forgot to post it:
Hello, Yesterday was really happy :)

First I went to school thinking: What in the world am I doing in school!

After lit lec, I was gg to the canteen w Aish & Danielle & Megan, when Firqin called & asked me to meet them outside the reading room!

Ohhh, Julien& Firqin made me a really cute card and had a box of cupcakes that Julien baked. I was so happy!
And then when I went down to the canteen, there was another cake that appeared from under the table! Having realllyyy bad eyesight, I didn't see anything. goodness!
& Later, Aish totally did a bad cake-face. (I call it cake-face)
But that's good, cause it was me she cake-faced!
After that I went down to the Botanic Gardens (I just found out from Edna recently it is Botanic & not Botanical!) & took many pictures :)
On the way to the Mrt station, there was a dead bird on the pavement.
It looked so peaceful & it was just lying there, it wasn't the horrific kind of dead bird.
So I took several shots of it.
{OMG. I just realize I have to re-scan some of my photos if my files can't be restored. (sad!)}
After that, I went to watch Fantastic Mr. Fox with Geraldine & Weisong.
It was such a good movie, it was so good it made me want to do animation for my coursework for like, at least half an hour. Then I was like, no way, I'm not doing animation.
Went home, changed, & gave my sister her present before we left for dinner :)
We cut our cakes (this year my mom bought two cakes, so strange, but i think it's cause she loves us) & went to bed.
I felt a little sad that my birthday was over, I mean, this year went by so quickly.
Last year I was working at SB. This is one year. It has been one year.
Then today, I came late for training like by 5 minutes, and everyone was there, and there was another Cake! So nice <3 Geraldine bought a Hazelnut Crunch cake :))

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SO SPECIAL EVERYBODY!

YEY REINDEER!

2009-11-16T19:12:00.003+08:00

Today,I had school until 10am.

Went home, and stayed there until about 1 plus.

Then I went down to Qw shopping ctr, to settle some of my (^^) Shop stuff.

I missed the correct bus stop by 3. (I've nvr done tht in my life!)

Took a bus back.

Then I took another bus down to vivo city to develop my film.

There, I waited two long hours alone.

It's quite ridiculous, cause when I develop it at liang court, it takes half an hr ): & The uncle's really nice too! (He can rmb me,hehehe cause last time I ever let him try samples, & My photos used to suck so bad--He had to return my entire film w/o printing a single shot once.)

The two hours was like freaking long.

I thought about Art, what I'd like to do for the A lvl piece.

Then I went to Lim's Arts & Living (I think that's what it's called)

I HEREBY ANNOUNCE THAT IT IS MY FAVOURITE PLACE TO BUY THINGS

Cause everything is so sparkly and nice!

They have glittery flowers. OMG. I'm so in love with the place!

(Plus there's an ongoing sale--20% off all items unless stated otherwise)

So. After much consideration,

I bought a Reindeer ornament! (The one on the left)

This is probably a really bad picture, but you can see how pretty it is!

I would've bought the whole shop especially the glittery flowers.

But I was like battling it out in my head, and it was a no to the glittery flowers ]:

(On a side note, I'm going back tomorrow to buy a lacquer painting. This sounds ridiculous now, but it resembles Gustave Klimt's The kiss. I'm sure it'll look good somewhere on my room wall.)

Then, since I'm on the topic, I took a picture of the other two thingys (zebra&Giraffe to be exact) I bought from the Africa Cart they set up in Vivo on my brother's birthday! They are so cute!

You can tell I'm all excited over this. yes. CAUSE I AM.

AHHH.

2009-11-15T18:57:00.002+08:00

Actually, I created Miffy Smiley last year,

on the 29th of December

"oh yeah, I created a miffy smiley x:B the x is the mouth, the : are the eyes, and the B are the ears. So cute right? Please dont steal my idea of a miffy smiley. thankyou."

Ho,Ho,Ho!

2009-11-15T18:33:00.003+08:00

Hi.

I finished another roll of film.

Most of 'em are People shots.

I want to develop them asap.

Tomorrow, probably!

Christmas is almost here & I can feel it! :)

I'm incredibly excited about Osaka.

I keep talking about it.

Right now I've completely(almost) forgotten about my un-read books.

I found out ytd that we have tests on the first week of school.

How appealing!

This reminds me, I've not done my Art assignment/Math assignment.

): or :)?

I think :)

Cause Christmas is coming.

I loveeeeeee Christmas.

I think Christmas triumphs all occasions, including Chinese New Year & My Birthday.

I just really love it.

2009-11-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

Today I went shopping with my sister :)

It was a quick shopping thing!

(I've not shopped in ages)

This year we're going to Osaka.

I'm quite excited.

We might get to see snow.

It's so strange how this year went by just like that.

Today, last year, Olivia & I got jobs.

(I'm particular about dates sometimes)

& Then how we've not seen Kayla in AGES.

(358 days to be exact)

I feel that life is such a cycle.

But I don't quite want the world to end in 2012.

I don't think it would.

I don't know, I think its unfair sometimes,

even if you had everything that anyone could wish for,

What I wanted to say is that money isn't my top priority in life.

In my life, I just want to do the things I like,

have the things I love...

I don't ask for some extravagant lifestyle that only some can provide,

Even though everyone says that that's an important part of life that i'll only understand when I'm working,

but I'll go with whatever happens.

WATCH THE VIDEO!

2009-11-12T23:44:00.008+08:00

This is what you get with a good ol' Camera, A great mix of indie music and when a bunch of kickass/Rad peeps who think artistically are put into one PW group :)

& This took us approx. 3 days to complete (Couldve been faster if it wasn't raining so much!)

PLEASE ENJOY IT. & LIKE IT ON FB :)

While waiting for the vid to load, I shall blog.

All this time, I was hiding in a dusty corner and doing pw.

Kidding.

We were actually going over to each other's houses. (Either Aish's house or mine)

Did crazy stuff, aside from pw.

For instance....

Omg! Don't I just resemble Fat bastard from Austin Powers?

Aish and I were Laughing like CRAZY.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA. I know its like i'm laughing most of the times at small little things? But we went nuts.

Then later Cherie & I went nuts for the second time looking at:

Proboscis monkey. (heh heh heh!)~But nothing can win the Fat Bastard photo. Its hilarious. Goodness, I never knew I could look so hideous!

So cute! :) This is what Cherie, Aish & I have been up to, after doing our part of pw.

Aish's wall paper makes a good background :)

Okay, so the video's still loading! (Btw please checkout my PW CRAZY OMG PHOTOS album on fb. Its da-Bomb--If i had to use that word)

Ohyah, During the chalet, Edna was talking about her SACRED songs.

I Thought it was funny & I made a point to rmb bout it, so I could blog that she called her song SACRED & Refused to play it for the world to hear.

Urgh, It's been an hour and a half, and the vid. Is still not done uploading.

Hi. They just told me there's an error in uploading the video ):

SO FINE.

No video for everyone!

(EDIT)

Okay, Here's the video I've been rambling about! (I used youtube)

2009-10-31T23:15:00.003+08:00

I feel light-hearted;

Happy. ^^

Recent funnystuff:

zombie & "L" for Lonely.

(Rachel(Chng) & Philip says I'm "L" for lonely cause they say I got no love. HAHA.)

Pw is stressful, but I only realized it on Thursday.

On Friday,

Aish, Philip, Cherie & I went to the Tau huay shop

It was crazy.

I have a four min. video of Aish, Cherie & I laughing.

Philip was like late on the laughing cause we were making him clean the table.

The Art Room is such a Great place to go to.

I want to decorate my table.

Okay.

Now I'm going to pack my room!

Byebye!

Me excited, you excited, we excited!

2009-10-25T00:35:00.003+08:00

It's finally happening!

I'm left with a few stuff here and there,

so, I hope I'll settle those real soon.

Then I'll post a really huge link here, and on fb. ^^

We went out to borders aft dinner today

It was so great, I bought three books. (my dada paid)

It's probably my inner splurgy self that told me to buy three books, cause I haven't read finish some books... (like the oh-so-famous Edgar Sawtelle, heehee,untouched since Aug)

I realize that you have to start reading a book you just bought Asap, so that the interest in it is still there.

Otherwise, let it rot on your shelf until the day you have got nothing to do at home+ for some reason, you cant go out to buy or do something else.

Then I started drawing stuff in my sketchbook again.

Today I drew a puffin, and three other random birds of the same species.

My sister picked them out. ^^

And I have to sleep now, though its pretty early, cause my momma told me to.

We're gg to great grandma's tomorrow,

There'll be lots of kueh, and I'll probably gain another 2 kilograms.

I feel being pun-y and going: Gain 2 kilo grams, cause of killer grams' kueh. (But then and again, she's my great grandma, not my grams.)

heehee, funny bunny aside,

November 20th is my goal!!!

Ps: It's okay that i might gain 2kg, cause I lost 1kg, which means that if I gain 2kg, I actually gained only 1kg, and if i put it in accounting terms, my loss contra-ed my gain... which could be good, or bad? (I'm going round and round in circles) --this sentence reminds me of mickey mouse, so I don't want to edit it (Probably only Noor,Farik, Rudd or Shafiq will get this, cause they were there at the "mickey mouse" incident--yes, I'm naming it the "mickey mouse incident".)

pps: My ps was kind of really longggg.

Ohkay, goodnight, world.

The talk bout nightmares with my sis.

I get nightmares about escalators, aliens, vampires (Those that suck you until you die, not the lovey dovey twilight kind, i don't even read twilight) & frogs

And she is normal and get nightmares about ghosts...

Amazingg

2009-10-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

I think if Geraldine sees this, it's probably the fourth time she has heard it, but.

Ytd, Philip, Aish & I slept at 5:30 am, woke up at 6am & Went to school.

I was feeling giddy cause I was hungry since 2am, but I refused to eat, since I thought we were probably going to sleep at 3am or something.

Today is the closest I got to starvation.

I had a bar of chocolate, bought green tea,

Then had P.E. floor ball.

Floor ball's a difficult sport.

I got to crawl past the canvas thingys to get to the new artificial grass patch! :)

(was quite excited about that!)

After that, I ate fishball noodles (Since i've been eating that for consecutive days, the auntie knows my order)

I went to sleep in the art room for one hour.

Later pw was just a little dead.

Econs lecture was a waste,

but art was so fun cause Jasper & I started on our mini dress for the mini mannequin. :)

And Annette's piano is so great!

Joseph Beuys isn;t worth the art lesson, I feel! :)

Later we went to the J2 Art Exhibition.

ahh, today's the happiest day in a long time...

It started on a happy note...

I'm now watching project runway.

I'm really happy.

I'm not sour or bitter!

ha-ha

2009-10-21T00:11:00.003+08:00

Last year Julien Firqin & I watched some international talk show thing,
And they went through the different ways people from all over the world announce that they're gna pooop c:

Im going to send a fax (omg?!?!)

Teach choc cookies how to swim (Cracked me up bigtime.)

I'm going to look at horses (omg)

I'm going to take a spit.(lousy)

Sleep through it.

2009-10-19T00:43:00.003+08:00

I'm being fickle again,

and I decided that I'll just stick to one camera.

Parents are going to China tomorrow.

I'm working on that Art blog thing still.

PW is also stalling.

Promoted, but I don't feel like I have.

Listening to Washington(some indie band)

thinking how come I've never heard of it before, since they're in my itunes.

Thinking of what I'll do for A levels' coursework.

since I can't keep the work until two or five years later.

Last night I had a strange & surreal dream.

I'm all point form-y today!

2009-10-17T00:36:00.004+08:00

Nikon Rangefinders are so rare and expensive )':

I'm going to save enough cash to get one soon :)

I like my SLR.

So I think if I get this, I'd have two proper film cameras, which would make me feel satisfied.

I cannot wait to go to Osaka...

2009-10-14T22:32:00.003+08:00

I won't complain anymore,

I think I would want to like whatever I'm doing with my life now.

Yey.

Olivia & I bought an apple clock each

It's the best kind of clock ever.

It can say the time and the temperature when you press the stem!

(And a whole buncha other stuff)

Disturbed.

2009-10-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

I love my brother.

Today, I went to Charite's birthday dinner thing. (Beatrice came too!)

Laughed alot.

Most of the time, when there's an outing, we'd end up the only three being able to make it.

Once we went to Fish & Co. And we laughed a whole lot that Bea puked.

Art's fun + Crazy, esp when Philip has a freaky mask, & Jasper is being retarded. (in a gd way)

Yeh! (I had this title before)

2009-10-11T14:31:00.004+08:00

I'm so so excited.

I think I might be able to finish my art piece by uhm, Tomorrow.

I spent much time yesterday trying to figure out how to make the thing look like a flower.

Slept at 5am.

Woke up at 12.

Anyway,

9th oct:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALDINE!

Love you toot, cause you're always concerned and stuff.

On this day,

Aish, Philip, Cherie and I met up to do pw.

Then later I met Olivia, and at first there was nothing to talk about.

But we did talk about stuff after awhile,

We bought Yami Yoghurt and walked from Ion to Plaza Singapura.

Then we went to spotlight to buy dye (for my artwork, show you pics soon)

And Olivia helped me to pick out the shade of the color I wanted.

Thennn, we went to Sasa and bought some spray thing that apparently makes your face un-itchified if your face got itchy. (?!?!)

We got cheated cause they put up a sign saying it was $2, but we ended up paying $3.90 for each.

Then when she left, I went to bras basah to get those assembling kinda wooden frames for stretching my work. (Its not fair, cause I fixed it up yesterday and it wouldn't balance, its all rocky)

Dyed my base fabric blue. I kinda like it, lucky I was greedy and dyed extra :)

Yesterday:

I woke up @ 12, ate, slept abit more, and then I went to some fabric place with my mom!

Spent a mil. years there.

Went home for Chinese tuition,

Then went out to photocopy some stuff (for my art, again)

Started on my art while watching The Nanny.

There was this part that I wanted to quote where

the nanny went,"denial...!" in her super nasal voice,

and then Mr Sheffield went, "No, I'm not in denial"

and she went "denying deniall...!"

Doesn;t sound that funny, guess you have to watch it...

I went to see her recent photographs and she looks fat now.

Kill-Joy.

2009-10-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

Talkin' bout joy,
PW is fun sometimes!
When we all go into this crazy laughing fit.

Again, we did PW for the WHOLE day.
/:

I screamed really loudly+ Pinched Aish by accident today, when a butterfly flew by unexpectedly. (ooopsy, daisyy)

Art deadline got extended, its a miracle!

TALKING TO KAYLA NOW,
OMG, MISS HER LOADS!

2009-10-06T00:04:00.003+08:00

Beaty Beat beat.
That's what my heart is doing.

I've got a deadline to meet, and I'm still here!

I CAN DO ART.

There are some things that I remember,
but I don't know if they're significant,
so I shut up, and don't talk bout them.

It's always too late when there's courage.

2009-10-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

I'm positive.
IM SO EXCITED ABOUT MY NEW SET.
ahhh, happy.
Truly happy.
Happy moment is over.
I got tons of Art to do! (hopefully I can produce something meaningful.)
Chopchop, after FRINGE!

Heehee.

2009-10-03T17:46:00.001+08:00

Okay, shortly after my annoyed post,
I became really happy, cause I remembered I have one whole pile of books waiting for me :)

Bored

2009-10-03T17:39:00.001+08:00

I'm so, bored of staying at home.
There is nothing to do.
I feel annoyed. ):<

So Gloomy...

2009-10-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

It really is.
& it can't be avoided.

Oh no,
2009-10-02T13:33:00.004+08:00
This is the closest I ever felt,
to wondering where someone/some thing goes to after death.

Razo(red)

2009-09-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

So I cut myself today.
Unintentionally.
After I shaved my (Sexy) legs (hehe),
I used a tissue t clean the blade (i usually do it without cutting through the tissue)
But omg, I used so much force it went right through.
I felt it cut so deep.
And my finger underwent a bleeding frenzy.
It wasn't painful, but it felt strange/weird.
(Either that, or my threshold of pain is great!)--I think my threshold of pain is fairly high. (fairy high? fairies flying highly in the sky. HAHA, please stop me from going further..)
(Anw, my finger made feel faint & Catch a cold/ fever or what-not, tht I've got to have two days off school, hurrah....)

Set out on my goal to get a site done for my Art stuff.
It's going to be done real soon, so please stay tuned! :)

Want to know how I feel?
I feel like I need my camera, and a good place for photos, and a preeetty model.
That's what I friggin' need :)

I SHOPPED W MY MOMMA TODAY!
Woke up at 1pm.
Had lunch with Momma at Vivo.
Shopping, shopping, shopping!
Bought something from GAP,
Two pairs of shoes (Since two of my shoes are falling apart. one was bought in sec 3, one last dec.)
&Resisted a Paul Arden Book going @ 20%-off the original price.
(think I'm gg back to buy it tmr, or when?)

okay, goodnight world!

2009-09-29T23:54:00.002+08:00

Omg, I'm watching some F1rocks thing (cause I got time to waste)
and,
there are two bearded men who look like dwarfs playing guitars.
Cute!

Whee-hee.

2009-09-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

IM SO EXCITED.
Tomorrow! Tomorrow is the ultimate look-forward-to day!
I'm so excited that I studied non-stop today. (Well, until now. And that time when I went to the korean food place cause I was so hungry and I didn't care that I was alone)

Oh no, I really really love boat beam, but their album is totally impossible to get, since they're an english-spanish group.
But they're really good!
Ps:see the cute animation...
www.myspace.com/boatbeam
(Listen to The Rain Pauly)

Upset that there's no Fringe ]:
Whywhywhy. They shouldn't have stolen its air time for F1rocks.

Today, I napped for 2.5 hours.
Happy... Truly happy...
Okay, happy time's over, back to Lit.

HEAVENLY

2009-09-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

Potatochips!

I'm considering getting a TLR.

I CAN'T WAIT TO READ, IM GOING TO GO ALL BOOK-WORMY WHEN X-ZAMZS ARE OVER WHICH IS IN TWO DAYS TIME.
Here is a long list.
(Btw, Audrey niffenegger has a new book & Its impressive that she's a visual artist.)
1. Virgin Suicides
2. Edgar Sawtelle (you've heard this title for ages)
3. Atonement (and this too)
4. Her Fearful Symmetry
5. Some Neil Gaiman book that my brother bought.
6. MORE BOOKS!

I'm suddenly quite grateful the school crammed all our papers into one week...

tuesday,tuesday, tuesday fairy princess! (suddenly felt like saying Cow-like things. (cow from cow&chicken))--omg, Hazirah used to say stuff like this! (peanut, peanut, peanut fairy princess!)

Oh no.... And I'll have to start on Art Year-End piece.
I have a feeling __ is the sort who would refuse to let me bring home my work...

I want a Pseudonym, and a really rad one, please?

Funny, i should be studying for my math now..

c:

wow

I'm Backkkk~

c:

I,I,I went to tokyo!

vv is like ^^

Harry Potter

I know why

it's ending soon!

It's tough to tell what's right sometimes

We have not eaten the Giant Cracker Nicholas has.

Gr8 night.

Hoping is enough$ (+Effort)

eyepatch

aww!

I love everything, however it ends up !

1918 Mood: Optimistic

2156 mood:deep into the ocean

1236, mood:Melancholy

1257:Mood: Hungry

&The sun may never shine.

i feel like i'm waiting for something to pass/happen

i can't decide if i like solitude or not...

Rlly good day.

Sat,June 19th.

HappybirthdayMAMA.

eyepatch

:'(

$$$

Lalalalala.

I am happy$

(I wrote this on the 14th but didn't post it)

I cannot any furtherrr.

SOMETIMES I SHOULD CONTROL MYSELF.

OH, hi again.

Lalala.

FRANZ FERDINANNDDD.

Oh, Enlightened!

I've almost forgotten about it.

OH FREAK. I LOVE TIM WALKER.

My Art Teacher accepted my idea.

Escape&Entrapment

Ahhh, I should study some...

Does it matter?

You will die you will die you will die (haha, kidding)

A step closer, a step further.

Rome, rome, rome, rome.

I AM GNA FAIL MY MATH MSA TMR. ):

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

GOODBYE GERALDINE, SEE YOU AFTER CHRISTMAS!

I won't say it out loud.

Squeeze my heart ):<

Update!

YEY REINDEER!

AHHH.

Ho,Ho,Ho!

WATCH THE VIDEO!

Me excited, you excited, we excited!

Amazingg

ha-ha

Sleep through it.

Disturbed.

Yeh! (I had this title before)

Kill-Joy.

It's always too late when there's courage.

Heehee.

Bored

So Gloomy...

Oh no, 2009-10-02T13:33:00.004+08:00 This is the closest I ever felt,to wondering where someone/some thing goes to after death.

Razo(red)

Whee-hee.

HEAVENLY

Oh no,
2009-10-02T13:33:00.004+08:00
This is the closest I ever felt,
to wondering where someone/some thing goes to after death.